1stly congratulations to hamilton for winning the sgp grand prix. the biggest winner in this case would be singapore pools. if u wana know why. go check the odds for urself.
2ndly ITP is on the 4th week and 2 more weeks to go. drained. damn drained. i have yet to even update my log book yet
3rdly i think its time to stop gambling for awhile. mahjong on losing streak. pool also on losing streak. haiix not fated to gamble.
4thly i needa cut my hair. its damn long and irritating me.
5th My TP is on thur and i hope to pass =)
6th Wish that i stop dreaming of stupid things that can never happen at all.
7th i'm fking shagged to the core. everything has not been going right for me ever since i moved into my new house. oh well....
Ok 1stly 9.7m TOTO. i bought 04 18 22 28 32 40. so ended up the numbers were 02 04 22 29 31 39. CB i over there shout OMG and my parents thought i tio haha but only 3 winners and each got agar 3.3m? haha for my 1st toto try not bad lah but i doubt i will regularly buy toto unless its those more than 2m draw haha. why i buy those no.?
04-birth month 18-birthday date 22-You Know What You Know 28- Same As Above 32- My typical register no. in school 40-random from calculator
i type drivers name in short form so bear with me with u wana know my insights.
anyway on to F1. let me predict race winner. from what i predict even though HAM qualified 1st, he wont have a chance to win. yes street circuit may be his favourite type of race but still hardly people that qualify 1st have a chance to win the race. and on top of that it was a fluke by BAR cuz he whacked the wall.
with BAR also suffering from 5 place penalty due to change of gear box and BUT in 12 place. i seriously think Brawn GP will have a tough race but they are top of the charts not under intense pressure so long as they can gain points at this track. btw BUT GF is the bomb! hot and sexy. =X
so i will put my money on most probably VET. he's been quite outstanding this season 21 years of age and very consistent finishes in the past 13 races. qualifying 2nd and always have a very good strategy. the very likely winner of tmr's GP. any followers?
Fight on Saturday, September 26, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Today ITP boring. keep getting scolded by boss damn fucked up. CNC machine proccess 1 minute but i run over to the other side to do some knife-ing? for my frend then just nice machine JUST STOP less than 5secs the boss will appear one lei then i get the scolding... chee bye sia... u expect me stand there every 1minute ah. knn fk then today he tell : " stay at ur machine pls dont run around and talk to your frends." i was like oh ok but inside i was like cb suay sia everytime wrong place at wrong time... zzzzz
if i know i think i tmr when i do the settings and stuff i think i should just slowly do waste 1 hr. oh man let me count. the SP students make up 45% of the factory staff there. zai bo? haha lols then managed to reach bbdc early today!! wahaha driving was OK very fun cuz got the instructor which is very nice =). then we keep talking and suddenly he said " eh 7.55 liao time to go back " zzzz time really flies. then met the very 1st instructor that suaned the hell out of me but he now very nice to me lah haha. TP in 6 days time!!!.
TOMMOROW I'M MEETING AARTI!!! WEEEEE SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT!!!
Fight on Friday, September 25, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
ITP now is a slack job seriously. no more buisness. can slack slack slack. oh yea!! but still damn boring lah. today GPA came out.... did'nt score quite well.... freaking sad with myself. but my cumulative now dropped to 2.8 already.... T_T if my next 3 sems i dont do as well as wat Xuan Yu or Adnan did. my hopes of going into UNI is gone and most probably prepare sign on NAVY liao.... zzzz now i feel fked....
i previous 2 semester say and say that i will study but i guess it never happened. so this semester would be different. i should just shut up and do wat my things. frends are studying fk care. i think i'm better off studying alone. should like cut down alot on pool liao. ARGH and to think i wana upgrade my cue when i get my pay check =.=
OT pay for me is $6.69 exactly. i dono whats up with the 69 cents but i think my boss loves that position the most =X. haha pray i saturday no need work so i can go cut my hair!! its freaking long.
driving today was fked up. i tio the lor sor instructor who like machiam think i nvr drive before. sian. oh well hope fridays lesson would be better... anyway met aarti after my lesson and i was like stoning there with her. haha friday i can meet her for 10 mins again!!! weeeee maybe should ask her book a sunday lesson with me =) haha.
ABC - if u are siva then pls get a life. if ur not i seriously hope u own up.
ITP was boring today. haven updated my logbook at all T_T oh well will do it soon. anyway driving tmr and friday. hope i can get the same slot as aarti so can meet up T_T i really wana talk to her man haha....
To Mr ABC. pls state ur real name if u would care. or are u related to SH in a way? i wont even criticize you if u happen to be the bf. =)
today went back to SPGG and heard the news about national rankings tournement. My ex-vice captain got last 32. Ryan got last 16 and more surprisingly my frend that i lost to actually made the quarters means he now at outside tournements people can ask him give 2 games handicap =) time to eat his money!! haha =X
anyway i today lost quite alot as well. the amount is more than how much my starting mahjong money. i lost 7-6 and 11-9 to 2 seperate people T_T so close =.= i become kuay liao lol...
oh crap maybe i did write too much ytd but well i will not delete it away. those are true stuff based on wat i was really feeling.
anyway no bastard would down 6 cups of vodka within 30 minutes. maybe SJ leo ben is 1 bottle =.= but still i guess no other person i know would be so hiong to do this. hmmm so yea i thought i could refresh and start anew for sure...
so ytd i came home drunk and slept. i woke up 3 times. did'nt vomit but to drink water. and guess wat. 3 seperate dreams of her. zzzz i thought dreams are like wat ur heart desired the most but still i dream of her why?
zzzz i really will do my best to forget about her. SJ bro told me its not that i cannot. its i dont wan and should find a new girl and give more effort into her. but is'nt it sounding abit like wat larry told me last year?
oh well work tommorrow. results on wed and 10 days to my TP test. dad says he's gg to blanja japanese buffet dinner if i pass haha...
i know i drank too much. i know that i shook hands with him. i know that its nvr gona happen again. i know that its stupid of me. i know that many thought i was drunk. of which i was. i know that i cried. i really knew that it was time to move on. i thought i had totally moved on after i set my mind on vivian. but i guess the sight of you told me that i was'nt even near. i was still waiting. but well i guess fate wanted me to move on. the fact i saw you and your bf so happy. it really told me to move on. i'm glad i saw you today and talk a few words. i'm glad that ur bf came. i'm glad i was drunk. i'm glad that u have such a better bf than me. thx teck cheong for helping me. thx jeslyn and trena for listening to my crap thx siewhong and bf for telling me to move on indirectly even though u both did'nt know it
i doubt they will come here read so yea.... i guess its seriously time to move on in life. siewhong is just a frend. she will never come back unless fate wanted me to be with her. she and the bf will last quite long i know cuz no bf would go sembawang park just to send the gf home. i know that i stand no chance even after they break so its time to let go and move on.
i knew it was wierd. i knew i really am a coward refusing to face reality. i'm such an asshole. i'm such a fucker. i'm so useless. after almost 1 and 1/2 years i still cant bring myself to forget you. why? frends are still impossible. cuz no matter wat there's still a barrier between us. i just could feel it. so many topics we could'nt talk about. the way i had to talk also was restraining. no sarcasm no jokes just plain str8 forwards. those are how strangers would talk. not frends. oh fuck i think i'm writing too much but these are my true feelings. i really should forget you and move on. i dont wana dream or even think about you anymore. i wish to turn back time and stop myself from those times. i dont blame you. i just blame myself cuz i dono why the fk i am still so attached to you. i feel so fucked up. maybe i can never forget you? i dont know. time will tell me everything. i'm just happy i got a wake up call today.
i'm writing all this when i'm under the influence of alcohol so pls dont mind me if u find it offensive
ITP now getting faster each time lei dono why.... but still the fked up thing is i have to work tmr =(. ITP nth much to talk abt bah i guess my 400c project i about to end tmr!!! yes! wait damn long sia...
So after work managed to get a lompang from the sales manager to teck whye then realized i was early like 5.30 i reach there and the place is like 2 mins away?? lol then bused there so practically i stoned there then suddenly i walked to esso... and.... being 18 is always a good thing =). But well i just could'nt resist tempation 3 weeks lei OMG see!!! i could tahan so long.... but i think not long enough bah.... anyway even if i dont buy today i sunday also sure buy so might as well buy earlier. lol G_G for life.
then driving lesson tio the instructor which i did'nt like. damn sian lor... he is those type that can never talk to one. cannot clique tgt one... its like he's textbook teacher. zzzzz argh wasted my time.
guess i'm not destined to smoke lah. driving finish parents wana fetch so i taught ok nvm dont smoke then they say they in jam so i walked out of bbdc wanted to light up but saw 3 of my buses came so also cannot smoke. dropped at lrt and i taught maybe got chance but then i saw " Service B petir 1 min." FML
You See Me. I See You. But Then Again I Guess You're Worse Off Having To See 2 Of You Ex-Bf. So Well I Hope Something Happens That Day And Poof..... Frends Again Like The Past Did'nt Bother Us. 1% Chance Of Passing I Guess. =) Haha
Fight on Friday, September 18, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Today My LO came and visit us... he damn nice lah like 11am come then slack 1hr in the air con room with SEATS!! waaa enjoyment!! then he promised us A for his side but as for supervisor side at least must get B+ to get A lor he said... oh well quite fun lah since he came....
Then today suay suay my cutter at 3 machines all spoil at the same tgt and i stoned there for 1hr so took out my hp msg a few people and stuff.... lols then worked OT also today abit F-ed up cuz of the following conversation
Boss: wa work OT ah? so hardworking? Me: ya haha since need to do alot of things also Boss: you know how much ur pay? Me: $9 i tot? Boss: huh really ah? wait i go ask supervisor Boss talks to supervisor and guess the wat
Supervisor : SALA LIAO!
G_G screwed for life.... if i'm paid $3 for OT i'm worse than shit or rather worse than that.... zzzz i had to give up the teaching job at tanglin just for this fking ITP... 1 week at Tanglin secondary 2-4hrs each day enough to cover the 6 weeks pay of ITP lor zzzzz fked up man
I Changed My Phone Back. Rmbed That I Had To Ask Something. I Could'nt Find Your Name. It Was Still The Old Name. So I Msged. A Reply Came. I Opened My Phone And I Saw The Picture Of Us. Haha I'm Still Laughing At How Much We Screwed Up Last Time.
My "Boss" is leaving!!!! or not? lol cuz before i zao the real boss and my "boss" had a talk inside the pantry and like nobody came out and the results is still unknown.... oh well
anyway today i did the same thing over and over again by friday i can end this product i think? 400pcs of materials lor.... zzzz 1 student handle 4 CNC machines.... best ever fked up company.... anyway saw my "boss" use the G code CNC machine and its like damn hard lah... imagine N1000.... 1000 blocks for some super hard drawing lah
lol the person doing the 5 axis CNC milling machine more zai.... leave the door open and stick his head inside to see the product cut... when tool change about to happen he just let it tool change beside his bloody face only.... freaking scary but zai lor....
then came home watched the 7 o'clock stupid ch 8 show and reminded me of how loves always screw up the good guys haha maybe nxt time i shd just be a bastard. but how can? i'm so nice and good to all my gf's or maybe not?
have not smoked for 2 weeks officially!!! or i think? !#@$*(&!#@$*( Aaron
Option 1: Smoke My Way Through. Option 2: Distract Myself Through. Option 3: Find Some Hot Girls Numbers. Option 4: Be A Grown Up Guy. FK The Past And Seriously Be Frends. Option 5: Fk The Wall.
went to play mahjong and teo won $11 =.= record sial heng nvr play 20c 40c if not become $22 =.= haha mei xuan when ur turn? i wan eat ur $$ =)..... Teo taught me that as long as when u take picture got angle.... no matter how ugly the girl is will become chio... =)
Monday
work was shit really nth to do damn tiring doing repetitive things everytime..... RAWR went tback to school after work to put my case and play abit then met aaron and i was force to do evil deeds =.= then met mathew collect my PDL and to changi to meet my father LOL....
Today
slacked and did the same thing over and over again feel damn tired and ITP is a waste of time seriously shit pay shit environment but hard labour knn we are worse than cheap.....
i heard a sad story from ben. all the girls he like are either " no intrest, attached, not ready or become lesbian" the worse i feel is still become lesbian sia...... at least no intrested / ready still ok but lesbian is like =.= beyond hope sia.... haha sunday go eliza bbq see if can get some numbers =) thats if my mood dont get spoiled....
Back from klassic. score 6-0! haha told u i will lose purposely.... hmmm let me see 3 missed 9 balls and 2 missed 8 balls =) and all the miss is i rattle at the pocket one.... or rather purposely rattle at the pocket one....
the theory of how i do it? simple. in pool any ball that is being shot with so much power will actually make the pocket smaller. since i did'nt aim the centre but rather to the side and ram it as hard i could it would cr8 this result =). acted like i missed and was sad but everytime i do this i could smile to my frend =) haha anyway that was my last pool match of this 6 weeks..... doubt i will be playing alot now... attachment and stuff...
anyway eliza asked me to ask all the 4E2 from secondary school to go to her 18th bday party at sembawang park. food and alcohol provided <---- i cannot drink =(. so ya those who going pls drop her a tag on her blog... YES i get to meet aarti!! wahahaha
I wonder how it would eventually turn out. I can already forsee wat would happen zzzz
Just back from work so sad =(... who attachment has to work on a saturday? nobody right? so ya woke up at 6am AGAIN lol and went to Tuas but this time my mom fetched me cuz she had a match later at NIE at 8am. so we bkfast and went to work bla bla bla work was boring as usual long way to go....
anwyay after work went to find mom so i thought it was at NTU. i dropped at the 1st bustop and walked to the NTU sports hall only to find out that the match was at NIE... zzz so i walked the whole 30mins to NIE sports hall from one end to the other end of NTU... actually it was quite ok. sumore i even remembered that route as i used to run that same 10km route for some competition. ya so reached there and saw A COACH which i did'nt like... for those who know good... for those who dont know also good.... ya and he was like saying hi to me and my mum and i just ignored him.... oh well i just couldnt run away from things in the past.... =)....
now at home relaxing and i just realized i have national rankings tmr but i'm going to PURPOSELY lose as i dont wana go back another week as i'm quite tired from work and sunday is a rest day.... and also cause i have not played pool for 1 week and i doubt i will perform either way. the oppenent is my junior and i even told him i will let him win. =)
now i really feel the shagness grown up face when they come back from work.... practically i come back from work i eat relax 1hr and slp.... 9pm i slp liao.... my mind actually wondered of to something.... if i grow up and have this type of working life.... i dono how i'm going to find a wife.... and also EVEN IF i have a wife i dono how i'm gg to get my energy to pia her at night.... oh man now i feel weak.... last time i thought school was nth even after school still can... but work is like OMG i refuse to even walk...
i'm crapping this section and the last paragraph so ignore me.... mechanical engineers got 2 or 3 side to it... there is the worker.... the supervisor and of course the boss.... so ya think of me as the worker and think of aaron as the supervisor since he works with the supervisor or boss.... so in other words i'm getting the shit end of mechanical engineering doing the conventional milling and CNC milling/ 3 axis CNC milling in a dirty place while aaron is like my boss who sits in the air con room doing his work on the laptop..... zzzzzz aaron is so gg to fuck me upside down if he sees this....
Stupid Dream Happened Ytd. Clues. Eliza Bday Party. Me. Girl. Talked. Settled. Good Frends AGAIN. It Can Never Happen Again. Even Though The Words From Our Mouth That Day Was We Could Still Be Frends. But In Reality. Its Much Harder To Do. All My Dreams Have Never Come True So Why The Fuck Am I Still Dreaming About You After 1 Year?
ARGH NOW DOING ITP I REALLY REGRETTED MAN OMG I WISH I WAS IN 2A....
Mr wan asked me wether i wana do part time P.E teacher at tanglin sec i was like when? he say during school reopen.... and guess the pay.... $60 for just 2hrs of work.... CHAO CHEE BYE KNN BEI FK ITP I WANA QUIT LIAO GET F AND GO OVER CCB KNN ok sry for being so valgur but $60 2hrs lei!!! i work 2 hours not even $6 lor omg!!!
ARGH..... ok today managed to clear up almost 50+ pcs of the 250 pc project many more to go... probably will work OT during the nxt 2-3 working days to finish up.... weeeee work is damn boring and sian.... coolant smell everyday then sumore i today go refill coolant and its damn zzzzz smell.... haha learned abit how to operate machines and stuff....
this part is for those who understand CNC machining. ok the programme my work place use is very simple.... not the same as G code but rather a simplifed version.... for starters we nvr use G codes. we merely use these few commands like position drill pattern mill contour ARC circle and stuff like that so basically we just key in position X 10 Y 10 and stuff we dont even need to call out the tool becuz the programme will have data on the tool stored in the turret and choose the best fit for the job... total for a damn hard workpiece it just takes about 30 blocks? compared to 3 pages of G code writing and the whole monitor is touch screen... =) fun to see oily thumbprints on the monitor =)
Fight on Friday, September 11, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
ITP taught me that i needa study hard now get a degree if not i end up getting hard jobs with shit pay =.=....
ITP salary for me is 1.2-6k if i work OT every single day from now on. but should i?
During ITP i realized i have not smoked for 1 week and promised myself to "quit" smoking.... <--- 6 weeks at most....
Free of ITP is during sundays and i will take that day to go jogging and improve my stamina since i have stopped smoking...
I also wana improve my built and physique cuz i seriously like shit now..... wish i was more hardworking like in secondary school where i bother to make my hair and do gym workouts every single day.
I somehow missed having a companion... sounds wrong... maybe partner?? or well Girlfrend.... dono why but i miss my attached life.... weeeee sounds funny coming from the person who passes his ex-gf hse every single day on the way to work... i dont miss her or the memories or watever to do with her i just miss having some close thats all.... HAIIX but now since i'm getting rid of my bad habits or rather trying to get rid and improve.... i will still not get a gf in my current state now =( G_G
LO told me cab will be provided and car pull may be possible... < --- i tot rich company with lots of people....
go there.... small factory ( smaller than FC4). less than 10 people.... freaking dirty toilets... go inside tio turn off one.... lockers provided still OK. but wtf the worse job i can ever find.... changing materials for the CNC machines each time its done....
lunch time Boss : wat u wan eat? got soup lah mee lah rice lah.... Me: erm soup bah Boss : ok np $3.50....
zzz and i tot its free.... the working condition is so damn pathetic that when the clock immediately hit 5. they str8 away turn off power take stuff zao.... less than 2 min the factory empty liao. zzz. so the 5 students went home tgt.... and WOW the bus was empty... typically i tot Tuas = many bangla worker.... but i was wrong... it was at boon lay where i see them trying to board the bus i was going home _|_....
today my in charge teached me how to use the CNC machines and stuff but nvr really taught me detailed programming.... their programming is way easier than G code.... he even told me : " u learn G Code horh is actually better cuz if u wana get a job its much easier with knowledge of G code. but horh in industry very little people use G code... i'm like wtf? imagine our CNC programme is usually 2 page.... and i see their so damn complicated but only 5-10 blocks and finish....
anyway the company looks like its gg to toh anytime soon so ya fk care... even 3 of the remaining 10 workers leaving by end of this month... so left 7.... + admin about 10?? G_G for life sia....
Everyday i pass by a place. A Place that brings back memories of 2-3 years ago. A place i thought i could avoid ever since then. I thought i could relax in peace so long as i dont see / hear about you. But well i was wrong. Sometimes i wish i could just turn back time and we have still be good frends.
went to SPGG for year 1 challenge.... we won moberly 8-0 overall score... untouchable i guess... then went to find coach and enjoyed the 3 mega meal reward... then we went back to depot and continued playing... coach taught me new stuff... i broke clear once. <--- 1 cue clear table... good omen.... then went home...
TODAY
woke up at 7am went to classic for national rankings.... saw many top players there who decided that they will lose so they can come back next week and play.... LOL freaking stupid.... i also lost 6-1 to my coach student.... could'nt really play properly.... missed 3 9-balls and failed to score on his 2 other mistakes... haiix... G_G anyway after that went home sleep.... melson asked me to mahjong so went his hse played 1.5 rounds lost $30.... really suay nth to say.... tmr attachment and hope i dont screw up....
Now a days i keep hearing this frend fucking that frend and that frend fucking another frend.... LOL and sumore not even BF/GF they are just normal frends.... like fuck buddy.... cant really imagine it doing to frends... i mean its damn wierd lah.... oh wait i'm a clean guy so i really cant imagine?? or am i dirty?? oh well fk care....
cui ttm 1st round national ranking kena walk over =.= fking tired and sian. sat needa go down for year 1 challenge. sunday need to wear formally for the national tournement... zzzz
Once in awhile i guess its ok but for it to happen so often i guess not.... why....
