Sunday, November 30, 2008
woke up went pool with alan lost 11-5? lols nth to say..... worse lost ever
then went to makan with family
sentimental post this will be or maybe not?
people say i change.....
frends who know me long say i changed the least =) still got that sian face mah....
gals who know me sure say i change..... dono why also??
my muscle has gotten smaller n i look like a skeleton in a lab.
RAWR FUCK IT CANT THINK
Labels: I Am Only Sincere About You. Everything About You.
Fight on Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
differentiate P with respect to
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Labels: dP/dt = dP/dc * dc/dt
Fight on Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
ok.... still sick..... lols woke up at 8.40 n did not go for material test cuz i'm in a weak state to go..... so i vomitted a total of 8 times lols..... i feel damn fucked up now..... still having a fever..... 38.8 was my temperature.... rawr.... did'nt meet aarti n eliza today cuz siewhong could'nt make it so we decided nxt week =) maybe nxt sat play mahjong with my class.... hope i recover by tmr so i can go makan with the bros.....
everytime i sleep i kept dreaming abt u somehow or another..... zzzzzzz why am i so affected by u greatly.... tell me why.....
Labels: 8 Times Vomitted + Fever
Fight on Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
sick now.... just vomitted twice..... doc say's its stomach flu.... zzzzzz can concentrate now..... tmr test and i'm screwed.... fuck it lah i also wana go celebrate leo bday with bros but hope i still can make it....
tmr maybe going out with aarti eliza n maybe her..... msged her n no reply.... hope she has no work n can go out.... long time no chat with aarti my sista..... =) i hope she comes tmr.....
Fight on Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
ok a few post ago i said i will stop pool until friday.... but then again guess wat happened.... i lied.... lols today 2hrs break i go play pool with pravin n adnan..... then after that went for gems n it got cancelled so we went to moberly n play pool AGAIN.... then after that came home take stuff n headed to mambo to play pool AGAIN.... how fun.... ok today i won alan 11-7 lols but main thing is had a talk with the counter guy n he intro me one sp pool guy n talked abt sp pool saying there's 2 clubs n stuff so now i will practice harder!!!.... give me 6hrs of pool i will practice till i die.... give me 24hrs n i may die i guess.....
exams are coming n i cant concentrate..... someone is stuck in my head n i cant get her out.... RAWR THIS SUX
Fight on Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
ok update abit late lah but still update....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO LEO!!!!
go sch
went out of sch with xy for lunch n found out why he was so up to date with news around the world....
did a quiz.... then i do quite fast 1st to hand up siva said " wtf so fast...." siva that is so uncivilized of u... u should say " mok is a genius" LOLS.... ok then went home
hmmm i said i wanted to take a break from pool BUT ALAN DRAGGING ME GO POOL SIA..... becuz of a stupid bet i made with him.... hope i win =) becuz no money is involved but got other bets involved...
saturday evening i not free!!! dont miss me guys cuz its reserved for my bro leo bday celebration.....
siewhong i wana talk..... can we talk?? do u hate me?? or is it ur already with that guy??
Fight on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
INSOMNIA LAH FUCK CB EVERYDAY 3HOURS OF SLP ONLY zzzzzzzz..... feel like drilling a hole in my wall n fuck it till i die.... zzz i wanted to kick pool habit but i ended up playing more today.... everytime i play i feel i can get better.... zzzz fuck it lah i needa study for MST... zzzzzz cprog n materials MST only..... fuck it lah chee bye STUDY AH
i need my vodka
i dont need ciggies
i need my pool
i dont need school < --- LOLS
i need my mahjong
i dont need cards
i need my to kick my habit
i dont need it to live
i need her back
THEN i dont need to suffer any more
Sincerity is the only thing i can show you.
Loyalty is the only thing u will have from me
Love is wat i will drown you with
i made my mistakes n i realised too late....
but its better to try now or regret again for life.....
Labels: CHEE BYE FUCK CHEE BYE FUCK
Fight on Monday, November 24, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
woo its raining now n my hse is damn cold.... lols
for today did nth.... woke up dota with adnan.... mei mei came back with her new vaio laptop zzzzz so good lor.... if i get gpa 4.0 then i go bargain n try my luck haha.... ah well its kinda hard to get 4.0 lols attendance already like shit lor....
wanted to pool but i need a break.... haha so chill 1st!!.... no pool until friday test is over =) saturday got facial OMG sian.... sure cry lah my face now alot of pimples zzzzz
so god dam lazy to study now..... n i needa cut my hair.... its getting irritating....
wondering where u are working at.... wana drop by n say hi but i guess studies 1st.... maybe shall drop by with aarti =) lols if that sista of mine is ever free to go out haha
Fight on Sunday, November 23, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
today woke up at 12pm lols bored mah... so kept slping n slping then went to temasek club at 2pm..... stunned my dad =) scenario i have 7 balls he left 1 ball..... foul ball in hand..... so wat i did was clear all 7 balls n 8 balls..... he got so pissed n bought me beer so that i would not play properly =) haha was supposed to meet aarti n eliza for makan but aart zao go msia!!! lols....
then went home then go mambo with alan won him 11-8.... owed me $3 but ended up saying 8 ball we play $3... lols so i lost lah cuz i hate taking a frends $$.... hmm....
came home now my mum is in my room cant do anything so i shall just update blog.... =)
went to frendster saw ur name again.... 1st update.... yong siewhong bla bla bla.... i kinda miss you.... wish we could talk like we were just frends again....
Labels: Just Like A Tattoo
Fight on Saturday, November 22, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
no mood to write anything now.... won alan 11-7 at pool at WCRC.went back home tgt talking crap.....
FHM turned me off....
i saw a hot girl on the bus but did'nt ask for no. as she was msging alot n it must be the boyfrend....
missing somebody becuz parents keep asking me abt her.....
FUCK LAH CHEE BYE
Labels: FUCK LAH CHEE BYE
Fight on Friday, November 21, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
ok today go sch bla bla bla went for thermo practical.... then went kofu.... was hungry but no appetite to eat.... so play cards.... then went to play pool.... hmmm ok its kinda funny that i keep seeing this guy play pool everytime.... everytime i take bus.... at gg pool or moberly pool n the pool competition i keep seeing the same guy.... lols i admit he's kinda hot lah not that i'm gay but its kinda strange i keep seeing him almost everyday..... lols.... btw his gf is quite hot also =)
so played pool..... at the 3 player pool i lost!!!! wtf kena gang by 2 ppl.... LL sia.... haha then go cprog halfway run go eat chicken pie lols.... wat assholes are we.... then go cd played games.... our grp turn n siva was like trying to rape pravin in a game as he's blindfolded.... haha =)
MY SISTER GOT 250 FOR HER PSLE!!!! GAY SIA!!!!...... so ended up went home n celebrated by going out to eat.... tot some fancy place end up kopitiam with high-class presentation of steak lols.... but its kinda nice lah especially the soup.... after that go westmall cuz mei mei can buy a laptop due to her score.... lols wanted VAIO but ended up my daddy say " eh i ask uncle bla bla help me buy cheaper cuz got staff price...." cool man.... haha so after that go visit my father side the ahma.... she seems much older.... so sad i cant speak cantonese so much =(.... if its my mum side ahma.... = mahjong + gambling only.... LOLS she's the hip modern ah ma i guess.... haha
today at ahma hse a guy in a show said..... " i will wait for u the rest of my life...." ok simple.... auntie know i break with my ex-gf siewhong n she asked me.... so are u gg to do that for ur ex-gf??.... lols kinda sets me thinking.... am i gg to do it?? maybe i guess.... its like if u have a choice....
Choice A gal
good personality
nice body
cute face
A cup
outgoing
sporty
cheerful
Choice B gal
okok personality
fuckable body
chio face
C cup
sporty
high n cheerful
wat type of gal would i like?? hmmm i'm pretty sure nobody will wan bad stuff... but for now i will stick with my choice A gal.... until i find a choice B gal i will still stick to my choice A gal.... but if choice A is so perfect to me.... then how to find a choice B?
EDIT: ok this is fucking freaky.... was watching my pool on youtube.... out of nowhere her frendster webpage spammed my com...... spammed until i got so fed up n let it spam until it finish..... but somewat it stopped at the no. 2804..... ok all in all 2804-1 IE(my pool video) = 2803.... zzzzz why does my fucking com have to do this to me.....
Labels: I Still Wan My Choice A Gal =)
Fight on Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hmmm today went sch abit late.... well thermo i slept AGAIN as usual lah.... but cant seem to slp... dono why my hand like very hard lols.... then after that go kofu makan then kena chased out from GG cuz we wearing slippers lols then ended up at moberly..... hmmm 1st time in any 8 ball game i clear a person with 7 balls on the table = the person nvr in any balls lols..... shall not name who..... =) then when we returned the balls n i overheard a pool member telling the counter lady saying to cancel all bookings bla bla bla.... wa seh so high power sia.... but on such short notice..... got special event??
then go materials n gems then slacked with adnan.... then mummy came to fetch me to temasek... on the way down the escalator... i tot i saw someone..... yea guess who.... 90% she looked like siewhong side view same.... wearing a netball shirt but cant see any other wordings... hair the same.... face shape the same.... zzzz omfg i cant believe it.... i was kinda shocked n abit "happy" hmmm i think i'm a physco.... so i msged her n it turned out not to be her.... if it was her... it would have made my day i tell you.... then practiced at temasek..... kept thinking of siewhong man..... i kinda miss her badly after so long.....
Fight on Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
ok today woke up still got flu.... mummy ask me dont go sch then later go see doc.... lols but nvm i still went sch.... went for engineering materials late... 1hr lesson n i'm 40min lates.... lols haha then go for eltech nxt n slept halfway.... damn tired these few days..... okk then after that we follow go hong jie eat cuz we all wana pon maths n go home.... so end up me justin haikel zao home.... we talk n they got new "website" from me.... which i got from leo.... lols.... went to 7-11 BUT NO FHM WTF!!!!
ok shock of the day! erm i dono how to put it... i doubt she ever reads my blog lah so let me put it this way.... ytd night i was kinda bored so i went to a website... sgp sex forums lah... then had a thread called gf photos.... so i looked n looked.... then somehow when i saw 4 pictures i kena shocked..... the side view n top view LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE HER...... well almost the same..... but after awhile i see the highlighted hair abit i know it cant be her.... but i tio shocked like fuck sia.... zzzzzzzz morning mummy also the same thing.... so how's siewhong?? wtf man i look at her sian diao.... morning dont do this to me pls.... i know i miss her deep down but infront of my parents i must show i have forgetton her but somehow they like dont wan forget her.... zzzz
Fight on Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
i think i shall post abit more detail today =)....... nth else to do mah so post abit more lor.....
woke up at 8am!!! lols sch starts at 8am n i'm late..... went there slacked do work n go toilet suck cock =).... came back to class n when i told hong jie i nvr bring our assignment papers he was "fuck you wtf man fuck..." his face is damn angry..... =) but it was a joke haha sometimes i see his angry face is damn scary sia.... hehe.... ok then we went to kofu n played cards.... went for CRS CA1 soon..... hmmm this was how it went....
we took 40mins to state our points.... no.1 is we both cannot think of words to talk... .we got all the facts but no word =(..... sad sia..... but i saw my part b score 42/60<--- hong jie say one.... n when i saw hong jie part A only has a point written in her paper i panic for him sia lolol.... but overall i think we will do well =) could have been better
then went for maths slept halfway n woke up suddenly caught a running nose.... now its damn jia lat =( abit feverish sia me..... then i went home alan ask me pool so i went... tot i would kena thrash today cuz he led me 7-1..... but end up i WIN!!!! 11-9 haha after so long i won him.... ok lah cuz i lost to him 2 times in a row.... suddenly i feel i'm more confident in playing pool.... then i saw one guy at mambo having 5 predator cues sia.... wtf that would cost minimum $2,500.... rich sia that guy but he's pro i must say..... then also saw jap girls in short skirt .... see until eye red haha
came home slack now gg watch my animes!!! hmmm
life is not going on smoothly for me as now..... well its nvr been smooth after she left me.... my luck has suddenly turned all the way down.... i used to win alot in gambling or money games.... but now whenever i bet money on the line i will 90% lose..... those who know me will surely say so..... well siewhong i dono wat to do now.... pls shed some light one me..... i know u will say move on in life.... but how? for now i still only wan you... i dont know why.... my gut feeling has smth abt you that makes me feel this way.... well.....
Labels: Life Is Not Going On Smoothly For Me Now
Fight on Monday, November 17, 2008
Sunday, November 16, 2008
ok just a quick post abt today.....
noon went for my cousin's 1st month bday celebration... imagine when i'm 30 she's only 12... lols..... had buffet lunch n stuff lah.... then came home did CRS but trying to piece the facts tgt n ended up taking a nap.... ok main highlight of the day......
hmmmm ytd i went to her livejournal website.... saw smth she wrote..... someone passed away.... n from the looks of it.... its only abt her father..... ok.... after reading this... i was shaking like fuck..... i cant control myself... i kept shaking for nearly an hour..... i did'nt wat happened but i kept shaking..... today morning i msged aarti n eliza, her best gfs.... they called her..... n found out that its the grand dad.....for a moment i was so relived..... if its her dad i cant imagine how her life would be like...... anyway me aart talk talk but she at event then cant really talk.... so i talked to eliza.....
hmmmm some guy is jioing her..... but not tgt.... i dono why i got so uptight when i heard abt this.... i felt hopeless..... eliza told me dont wait.... but why do i still wana wait? i dont know why sia..... haiix.... life sux man..... msged her just now but no reply at all.... i wana ask her out nxt week with aarti n eliza we go makan.... well it seems kinda odd as i'm the only guy there zzz
Labels: Why Did I Get So Uptight When I Heard You're Getting Jioed?
Fight on Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
nth much to post for ytd n today... but main event is alan won me 2 times in 9 ball in a row for race to 11.... ytd he win 11-9 n today he win 11-7 lols ok i suck now..... then yea went temasek just now n figured out wat was wrong...... lols but taking a break frmo pool now =) lols saw shi jie in the morning at mambo haha =) bros bros bros=) lols.... then now abit high from the beer that i chiong with daddy.....
hmmm lets see frendster had maintance so abit of cock up here n there but i did'nt know why.... when i viewed her profile n i was unable to.... my heart sank.... why? i dont know.... but i panicked like fuck like that n was damn sad lah.... hmmmm i dont know... then today at dinner the TV suddenly said " last year on valentine days....." then when i tot abt it.... valentine day this year i ate with her at my own dinner table.... i was moody for the rest of the dinner n =(.... RAWR..... why!!! siewhong why!
Labels: Why Man Why
Fight on Saturday, November 15, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
hmmm today was supposed to go back sec sch for awhile to do some stuff but ended up got no time =( actually was too tired in the morning.... so ended up i went to sch str8.... was "late" cuz 1pm i go in got alot of ppl inside there liao lolol....
then went for cd halfway me n justin go n makan lolol came back did the games n stuff..... so like tt lor....
then on the way home..... saw vanessa (pri sch) on the MRT but i dont think she realise its me haha..... then reach home n cant play com.... fuck sia.... then daddy bought a cue for himself LOLS..... $85 with hard casing bag, cue, glove and sand paper? haha then went to temasek club n played..... alan called me... ask me go play him tmr also... so tmr will be like stay at bukit timah for a damn long time lah me.... haha.....
then went to buy nasi lemak... appetite is growing man omg.... but i wana be a bit fatter than now..... now i'm skin n bones..... i wont attract any girl with the way i am now.... even siewhong is also getting jioed by a big size guy?? i'm a hopeless failure fucked up guy......
Labels: Hopeless Failure Fucked Up Guy
Fight on Thursday, November 13, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
hmmm today went sch for 1hr then was abit late i guess.... woke up at 11am but still late haha then lesson ended me adnan justin went to KFC to makan.... went for gems late but still ended at 2pm... funny lecturer haha but he's damn nice =)
then went for sports day!!! haha..... got 3rd at long jump.... lost by 5cm lols..... haha
then after my long jump i went to the toilet n came out everyone was like " eh why u still here? report for 4x100m liao lei u...... " i'm like omg chiong there but ended up raining n we still ran.... damn fun sia haha ended up we got ....
haha 1st!!! then i ran over to stanley n hug him!!! lols hope the camera did'nt take the picture cuz its damn gay haha..... but yeap we got 1st =) damn happy lah.... as for the video maybe nxt time i post it up haha
then came home n now i'm gg to slp =)
on the way back..... suddenly a random question frmo my mum..... eh just now horhx we saw one girl look like siewhong lei.....
zzzzzzzz ok why is it siewhong? hmmmm yea i admit i still love her so much but if i tell u guys this i think you both are gg to nag at me until i die sia...... haiix siewhong why is it always you?
aarti when we go out on saturday..... we shall cry until jurong west floods =)
Fight on Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
ok today go sch then slept for 1st 3 hrs lolol boring sia the lesson..... then after that ate at kofu alone with joshua.... abit scary?? lolol then met adnan nasri khidir yk pravin siva at KFC there lols then we went to somewhere and somewhere and somewhere then go maths..... did work myself n kinda find it easy..... i wondered why i scored so bad in last year a maths..... hmmm....
lesson ended went home with nasri n haikel.... nth else to say...... just watched a documentary abt sex slaves n stuff..... i kinda pity them sia..... 1 day work more than the normal prostitute..... just hearing them story can feel damn sorry now..... ah well life goes on right?
whenever i think abt you... i think of ur smile..... only ur smile..... i dont know why.... it just livens up my day whenever i see you smile...... haiix well i'm out of sticks now.... time to stop smoking.... tmr is sports day!!! weeee got to do well!!!
Labels: A Smile That Livens Up My Day
Fight on Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
today went sch for c programming but was late still lols..... then after that zao go home.....met alan n he bought his own cue stick while i bought the rubber protector for myself..... got a call from temasek saying i cant join the compy zzzzzzz cuz 18 n below not allowed.... i'm like LOLS? ok then nvm lah..... i just enjoy this game...... then played with alan.... nearly lost..... score was very close 9-8..... but i made a few shots today that alan even stunned =) haha i'm good...... but well come to think of it.... i have never lost a race to 9 in 9 ball up till now when i turned "pro"...... hmmmm lets see lah horhx maybe the 1st guy to beat me i think i will do smth good =)......
then went for training bla bla bla sports day on wed..... ran a 47s 4x100m timing today.... kinda slack i guess haha..... then the coach paul n his lecture n found a few people also dislike him..... so ya i can also understand why..... hmmmm then mummy came with daddy fetch me go KAP mac.... they drop ice cream..... then go beauty world mac..... waited 10min for them at the same point with NO ICE CREAM....then horhx drag me all the way to the mac at the cc near my hse LOLS.... despo dad of mine....
when can i forget you? if u were to ignore me, would it be better? or worse? i dont know? i feel more in love you everytime i dream of you. why? why? why? hmmm maybe if i go out with aarti i should ask you along =) haha but i already know the answer is no.
Labels: When Can I Forget You?
Fight on Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
had a dream last night...... well its kinda funny how i would dream abt her n stuff but i dont know why dreams even have this type of things? people say sub conscious.... people say physcological..... ppl say prediciting the future..... but i dont know why dreams.....
woke up at 2pm booked temasek at 3 n played until 6...... haven got confirmation abt the 8 ball pool compeition at temasek..... then yea just played n enjoyed today....
on the way home i kept thinking abt you. i dont know why but i miss you so much...... can someone tell me how to avoid her?
Fight on Sunday, November 09, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
lets see ah.... kena dragged down again by daddy today zzzzzzz becuz he booked temasek pool so i can try my new cue......
went there 1st few rounds played like shit cuz not used to it..... then yea got the hang of it n stuff lah...... so came back slept all the way till 5 then i'm going back for round 2 until 12mn!!! haha they got a compeition there also =) hope to win haha...... young boy wins old mans.... sounds nice =)
EDIT:
back from temasek with leo haha erm we played 2hrs abt there bah lols his bro cue stick look like house cue sia haha..... but by 12mn all shagged out..... the score is 9-4 lols but 8 ball i blur abt the score..... so yeap yeap after that we go buy nasi lemak n went home to makan now i'm about to peng
where'd you go?
i miss u so.
seems like its been forever
that you've been gone......
Labels: Round 2 FIGHT
Fight on Saturday, November 08, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
ok today go sch late as usual lolol but practical ended in 45min? lols 9am go makan bkfast after that went for tutorial.... teacher was like asking us who take wat n wat so he can help his son decide lols..... then chiong tutorial n went to play pool with pravin adnan lolol but yk playing cards lah haha dono win her how much lost count ler haha but abit only can sua haha.....
so i practically forgot i needa reach home early lah lols haha then mummy came to fetch me to bishan for dental.... after that we were supposed to go see my cue stick but nvr..... cuz she said some stuff n bla bla bla so after dinner went with mummy daddy lor...... went to Qshop at bugis but they wanted me to buy a predator cue instead of a normal cue..... lols difference in cues is massive lah but so is the price.... went to lucky plaza but could'nt find the shop then ended up going timah to get the cue lols costed me $120 haha n it somewat looks like this
hmmmm well the guy at qshop hit me with a question that changed my mind lah haha.... he said.... how far do u intend to go in pool?.... if that guy had not asked me this question i would have bought the cue from the shop str8 lolol haha self sabo sia he.
well siewhong u ended camp today. i wish to talk to u... but i dont dare to..... why? am i balless? or am i just afraid? i dont know...... wish things could turn out the way i wanted it to be.... but life is nvr like that if not 9 ball pool would be so easy to play.....
Labels: Life Is Never Like That. If Not 9 Ball Would Be So Easy To Play
Fight on Friday, November 07, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
short crap abt today lah..... woke up went to bkfast with parents then go sch was late lah lols.... then go GG with xy n adnan intro the 3 man game which leo n ben taught me =) lols ok then after that go class bla bla bla bull shit crap went trg waste of time zzz...... may end up subbing a guy for 100m cuz he injured his left hand zzzzzzz so ya came home eat now waiting to dota....
ENUFF WITH CRAP.... now its my thoughts...... hmmmm poem time! just joking..... but here's wat i think lah....
ever wondered if u loved her that deeply?
wether its the eyes? the boobs? or the rocking body?
ever wondered wats true love?
is it happy ever after? or was it?
ever wondered wat life would be like without her?
would it be better? or worse?
love would make u do stupid things....
like standing up for her even though ur just a friend.
running all the way to orchard
just to buy a piece of tape $2 for her injured wrist.
letting her sleep on you in the park
while u get all the mosquito bites
letting her cry on your shoulders.
only to get it wet n uneasy to wear.
running all the way to town
and to miss the fireworks
taking mrt from town to pasir ris
and back again to boon lay
meeting her every morning holding hands
only to get scolded by the dm soon
sending her to chalet on a 1hr ride tgt
and another 1hr ride home alone.
spending the day with her even though there's nothing to do
instead of going on a family buffet which costed $50
well i can say love did all these to me..... well most of it..... i cant move on in life.... to me ur so perfect, like a perfect 10/10. hmmmmm siewhong why is my love for u so deep?
Labels: So Many Questions. Very Little Answers
Fight on Thursday, November 06, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
ok today went to sch for thermofluids n ended up sleeping in class..... to my surprise i dreamt of her i did'nt know why i did that but i think sub consioucly i love her so much..... well its hard on me T_T..... ah then we went to makan n dota-ed with 1A22.... lols we lost lah cant say anything much..... hmmm reasons are simple i guess..... inexperience..... haha lols then went for 1hr eng materials n went for gems class....
gems class was abt computer crime n the teacher talk n talk abt poly students n say abt 1 story abt NYP hacker n stuff then say NYP also famous for tammy lols...... haha wat a teacher...... but he's kinda nice...... then adnan n me went to mambo n play 30min LOLS haha. then he cab to bukit batok n he also paid for my fare lols haha.....
came home sent a msg to SP pool email..... u all shd know my plan ler right? haha..... but not train so hiong lah haha maybe slack slack.....
Your At Camp
I'm At School
Your At Training
I'm At Home
Your Having Boys Chasing You
I'm Having A Hard Time Chasing You.
You Forgot Me So Fast.
I'm Still Trying To Forget You
Your Love Was Once So Deep
I Know That I'll Make it Deep Again
Fight on Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
hmmm lets see today ah.....
ok woke up fucking late at 8.45 n lesson starts at 9am.... daddy drag me down again zzzzz hate it lah the floor so fucking cold one.... n yea he say nick go late lah lets go makan.... ok set lols haha went to eat then he drove me to sch lols..... so ya in the car after we passed ngee ann poly n SIM he asked me....
Daddy:see so many chio bu here why u go sp sia??
me: bo pian so near MRT easier mah....
daddy: anyway hows siewhong?
nick orh like tt lor...
WTF IS IT WITH HER?! OMG MAN i cant take it.... one side i wish i can forget her.... one side keeps reminding me of her..... then he's like oh ok.... wats up with siewhong?? sian sia.....
anyway back to sch life.... had eltech and lunch had pizza hut =) soon we got maths.... at maths i was sitting there wrecking my brains out to do differentation lols..... but kinda easy to me still haha... nxt week got test!!! hope to ace it... then i score 1/2 for my previous test like many others lols..... n went home after that lols.... tmr we are playing dota with 1a22 lols but i no laptop that can dota cuz this laptop sux lols.....
hmmm wat shd i say here? i dont know? i somehow now miss her so much.... i dono whats this feeling..... i hope i can jio her all over again.... well she's going for MI camp..... try my best this whole week..... i wana jio u ... but will u let me?
Labels: I Wana Get You... But Will You Let Me?
Fight on Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
ok today had a very long day? but 1stly is HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEWHONG!!! =)
C programming was kinda easy after many weeks of practice i guess.... then teacher tot us how to analyze error n stuff.....
then i went to CRS n partnerd hong jie for the CA1 test.... kinda bad cuz i was supposed to partner xy n i did this..... but i think if u wana score.... u shd get someone of the same caliber if not one will suffer while the other will score.....
then e maths i slept LOLS did halfway the tutorials n sleep lols damn shiok sia.... wanted to go for CRS but had to rush home to take my trg stuff.... reached home at 2.30 omg 1hr 30 min to reach home lor.... zzzzzzzzz then i went to slack n went off soon reached stadium n trained i guess.... everyone that saw me n knew me said " wa u miss training so long liao lei" lolol haha then mummy was came as she was around the area n i went to eat mac n had a craving for orange juice lols.....
hmmm ytd at 12mn i sent a msg..... yea a happy bday msg.... i'm sure i was not the 1st becuz 5mins later i had a reply haha well i was kinda high lah but the reply from her nvr came after that..... this morning i did the same thing but no reply... i sometimes really wish i did smth that day.... 1 year ago at this time we i would be at marina south eating buffet with u.... feeding u with the food n stuffing u to death with prawns n u smiled =) 1 year past so fast..... wonder nxt year if this would still happen.....
Labels: 1 Year Has Already Pass This Fast
Fight on Monday, November 03, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
ok lets see.... aaron and me nvr got drunk but we slept at 5am weeeeee no hang over feeling but we drank until nearly vomit lah haha could'nt take the game liao!!! weeeee haha but he taught me texas poker... quite fun sia haha..... but the drinking feeling not fun haha.... must have more ppl then drink then more fun..... 2 ppl si bei sian one.... well woke up at 10am n aaron went off i slept until 1pm then slacked..... was reading yk the book.... going to finish liao!!! so nice lah the book... even though remisicizing the memories of me n her....
SIVA DONT LAUGH I KNOW U CANT EVEN SPELL REMISICIZING <----- at least i'm nearer than u..... =) haha
while i was bathing.... i tot to myself...... wat do i wana do..... when i think of wat ah ben said..... maybe i should follow..... if not this would get worse.... if i think wat siewhong said before.... forget me n if u wan chase me all over again..... well i can garuntee u... the guy put 20% n i put 200% into it..... the guy that put 20% will still win me...... i dont wana become gay..... but for now.... i think i should give it a rest..... i'm not giving up on her but just merely let her find more guys?? if not i'm such a selfish bastard.... as for me..... maybe chill n relax... next year 18 liao.... go pub.... play money pool games..... haha =) well i wana jio her back lei but maybe not now..... soon?? its something special abt her that i cant forget this easily.....
her bday's tomorrow... so i'm not going to send a 12mn msg...... if not that would be smth wrong..... i'm just gg to send it like at 12.05?? if i were the 1st to send at 12mn.... she would find it fucked up.... so send it after 12mn but not so late also haha =) well gtg ler.... cya
Labels: The Guy Put 20% And I Put 200%.... The Guy With 20% Would Win Her Heart.
Fight on Sunday, November 02, 2008
Saturday, November 1, 2008
erm today... woke up at 2pm exact... got a msg soon after but the thing is the msg was sent at 3.01pm saying... " erm meet u in 45min time at bukit batok?" so ya it was already 3.30 by the time i recieved this.... then i called her told he i would be late n yea rushed a 5 min letter n went off... so i waiting 45mins at bukit batok interchange to be exact.... i did'nt know.... my heart was beating fucking fast lah.... like i nvr met her before.... i dont know wat was happening to me.....
well i met her.... but she was with a guy.... i asked " ur boyfrend?" he was tall n muscular n handsome.... then she said frend only.... i asked again but this time i pass her the present i looked down n cried... i dont remember a thank you.... i cried at batok..... i'm sure many of u after i called u guys my voice was not right..... well ya.... for the 1st time i cried infront of her... but i dont think she realised.... i already stated i dont wana get her back.... but why the fuck did i still cry?? cui gong lampa song only i guess.... i really wanted her back suddenly.... wish she was with me.... i did'nt know wat was going on.... went mambo n leo n ben came then they went then aaron came n now we are drinking beer!!! weeeeee 1 bottle down 4 to go haha....
i called her just now.... talked with her.... i did'nt know if the sandals fitted her.... but she say ok lah.... the guy was not her boyfrend.... and not jioing her? well i hope to hear a thanks at least bah but now i really hope for a thank you.... but i dont know ... well i'm considering joining pro pool at sp.... but with that i'm going to train so hard.... i dont know..... i wana keep myself busy.... i wish i could forget her.... i told her i'm going to jio her back in the future... but i dont know..... well ya feel kinda good now.... gtg drink my beer ler cya....
Labels: Why Did I Cry Even Though I Did'nt Wana Get Back With You?
Fight on Saturday, November 01, 2008
