@Team Fusion/ says:
i beri pretty de ok
AhMok says:
nobody will rape you lah LOLS
lols thats from my team mate in id4 haha i wonder if de zhui ppl will tio rape... like that i hope girls de zhui me more often haha but love is not abt sex.... love is abt love.... but well all guys nature are the same... my this "good" sister say " Aiya All The Girls In Bed Under No Light All Same Purpose For Guys" lols.... well got to teach her physics nxt week cuz of her prelims n o lvl.... but at least i got free pool to play.... haha
morning go makan with leo n sj... talked to aarti abt gg back sec sch n stuff but i spent the whole morning thinking abt it then decided not to cuz yea she's going n stuff... i dont get it reverse physcology?? sj say i cant run away... i want to see her but will she be happy seeing me?? life is not always one side... just like mahjong... u can wait both sides... in life u must look at both sides also mah if i'm happy but will she be happy? to me i know i will spoil her day.... so i decided not to go.... until she is really able to put aside out past... i will try not to face to face contact with her... u look at li ting wen sze?? last time say say say until like we both buay tahan... then end up now talk like so care free one lor.... haha well gtg liao i have no life like leo said... everyday dota only... but wat to do.... my ex gf abandon me =.=Labels: Life Has To Be Looked At Both Sides
Fight on Friday, August 29, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
well today woke up for bkfast ate wanton mee kopi bla bla bla all the crap... went home play dota at garena... kinda fun cuz no lag n can own noobs =) haha then asked leo if he wanted to work at the F1 race thing cuz 1 night $100 then i called they say need go interview....then ok lor so end up me ben his frend n aaron went to bukit batok cc at 3pm... i go there right... knn pcb sian they say at least 21... i wana fuck the ladies backside sia.... the ad put sec 2 above then go there say 21... ah ben say the ad put sec 2 the lady say we cannot discriminate age... i was like wtf aren't u discriminating me now?? so there goes my 1st "job" haiix nvm i will find work!!!!
then went to pool at beauty world with aaron played like shit.... not really on form today... then we go eat there i ate fried kway teow... dono how to spell... then aaron wanted to drink cuz they lady give us beer glass for soft drinks?? lols after that we go mambo to continue round 2 of pool i played much better at the start n ending... but middle play abit shit... haiix aaron say my break zai zai =) compliment.. soon i will make does super nice break....
then we go toh yi there buy beer to drink.... drink abit only lah sj tot i drink until cannot answer his hp... but my alcohol lvl dropped damn jia lat... weeeeee then sj say he wan kap hoon kee tmr so i forget it then help him buy.... then me n aaron smoke abit then the rest tmr sell to sj =) after tt go the prata shop makan... fuck sia i wait 25min for 2 prata kosong... other ppl come in get served b4 me.... wanted to zao but aaron wana makan... lols.... haiix.... bo pian wait lor....
came home daddy knew i went to drink... but i think he also smell the smoke... =X then i watched guiness 9 ball sgp tour half way fall asleep now gg slp liao....
today i kept thinking abt you... why... i really regretted wat i did with u when we were together... if i had the 2nd chance it will nvr be the same... but its hard... its not impossible... its just hard... if i put my heart n soul into it i know i can... but do you bother abt how i feel?? i seriously love you... up till now i refuse to give up... i dont know why.... its just pure love i have for you now....
ok my head seh liao good nightLabels: Its Just Pure Love I Have For You Now
Fight on Thursday, August 28, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
For those dono wat 13 union is its the above picture... just that i short 1 bei fong... but i got double hong zhong... the last useless card was a 9 tong LOLS sad life...
wanted to pool today but heavy rain so decided to stay at home play Garena... owned 3 games... lols maybe cuz morning all the noobs bah then yea leo say funan the job nobody answer hp so forget it... then now waiting for smth... or dono wat... maybe later tonight gg drinking n play pool with daddy...
i'm kinda happy i talked to you... even though i feels weird... but i'm just kinda happy... guess wont be disturbing you soon?? i seriously wished to talk to you like our past did not bother... but life is nvr like that... haiix...
SJ wat surprise you got?? if u wana do a good deed for me just buy me beer can liao.... thats the best deed u can ever do for me... haha i'm a simple n nice guy.....Labels: Life Is Never Wat We Want It To Be
Fight on Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
ok well ytd nvr really slept was dota ing with aaron n well watched the anime smth smth na kiss lolol kinda nice anime love story anime watching halfway only haha but its a running anime... then went for bkfast at ghim moh but i had stomach ache cuz of the super cold milo i drink then chiong there the toilet n "gone case"..... then ate abit of laksa but without the hum cuz my stomach now very weak then went home lepak abit.... then leo was online asked him go century pool with me to slack then met him at 10 went there....
ok basically the pool today abit sucky bah but i managed to break 3 balls in haha =) but its in 9 ball condition ok haha but i lost almost every match except 1 haha lost about 7?? sad right then rush down to batok to meet the guys... xy made me wait haha =) then went our hse mahjong... aaron wanted to come but he got lost... so sry... but even if he came 30mins later xy n siva left... then adnan me hj yk played then yk win $3?? lols then ya abit cock up with the paying... shelter them all the way to bus stop...
well i can say one thing.... xy's mind is rather str8 forward n rigid... maybe he actually found a sport that can make his thinking flexible... he is able to pick up the game after awhile but he needs to open up his mind... well xy... its smth like tt haha the reason why i learned mahjong was at 1st socializing but when my parents taught me... it opened up my way of thinking... there is always more than 1 possible solution in life.... keep ur mind flexible.... i nearly got 13 union today but i short of bei fong T_T sian sia!!!!
today i kept thinking abt you.... instead of thinking abt wat card i shd play u just came flashing back into my mind... why... i really wish to talk to you... but i'm just crap to you... why the fuck should u care abt me?? i can sense you hate me.... haiix i really wish to talk to you face to face...
well tired day gg slp liao bbLabels: 13 Union Without My Bei Fong T_T
Fight on Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Sunday, August 24, 2008
weeeee slept from 10-5am?? went bkfast then ate very little cuz no appetite to eat... actually was cuz of a nightmare which i had... i hope it does'nt happen on tue n no offence to all involved... basically i dreamt that i cannot teach xy mahjong i dont know why i got this type of dream sia... then mummy daddy taught me more abt how to play n the reason why they are teaching me how to play... dont think abt big big cards... think abt ur basic mahjong thats the most important thing....
damn gloomy day lah whole day raining lolol then end up leo say he come my hse now cuz later play pool at beauty world as dm wana alter pants so i go for 1hr then went off to meet HJ AARON SIVA to collect the nike 10km race kit imagine we WAITED FOR 4 DAMN LONG HOURS!!!!! zzzzz can die sia 3pm we started queing only to get the kit at 7pm weee fun sia.... lols damn sian lah haha after that go subway jiak peng but 1st time there dono wat to order but the food not bad i guess... then i see 2 lao tico pei infront of me looking up to see if can see upskirt... lolol then we asked them go mambo pool but they got to go home n me n aaron was like wtf lah trying to find a bus or taxi for 30 min?? then we took a 33 bus...
then end up got this gal infront of us... CB DAMN CUTE LAH!!! but she attached... kinda brought back bad memories... haiix but i hardly see a gal that will hug the guy over the shoulder lor so sweet... then we went mambo slacked for 2hrs came home... gg slp soon after i dota 1 game with aaron...
i miss you... why!!! everytime i see couples u come back into my mind... i seriously miss you... i hope we can talk... i just wana talk... am i bad guy to you?? sometimes i can really feel that u wana avoid me... n this is wat u call frends??Labels: Being Patient For 4 Hours...
Fight on Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
SHAG DAY AH!!!!! well practically i nvr slept the night b4 i was watching the eye 10 at like 3am?? then at 3.30 suddenly my toilet door bang i from sofa hug myself like prawn sia then i stand up decided to see then suddenly the door open so fast... my maid come out i tio shocked like fuck sia..... my heart skip 1 beat sia knn imagine sia u watch scary movie then suddenly this happen i will damn scared lah... then went for bkfast with mummy n daddy at clementi but nvr ate the laksa finish at all actually we nvr ate anything finish cuz all sucky food then went home i slept for 1hr then auntie call me go facial then drag myself out of bed....
missed the bus reach there not even my turn so slacked.... damn pain lah today... can cry sia.... but at least face much better... then we took cab home 3pm reach home n this was the worst day of my life.... for all those that really wana know how suay i can get.... pls read below... if not intrested... skip to last paragraph ty....
ok 3pm 1st game i lost all the way until 1 game i win 1 game ping hu quite lucky cuz did it in 3 turns.... then yea lost the whole way... can u imagine i wait so god damn fucking long even for both sides or even 3 sides cuz 5 cards 2 3 4 5 6 then u can wait 1 4 7 mah i still cannot game lei WTF this one not only 1 game but alot of games... then my auntie can win $60 cuz she 5 double zhi mo... FYI my parents dont play 10c 20c they play $1/$2 i think but dono why 5 double $20 lols i think round up bah then ya i must play along lor bo pian... so by dinner i lost $40.... sad sia me T_T
then after dinner played... i wore the ring which was supposed to bring me luck... but it brought me better luck but still cannot game... same god damn thing... my best one DA PAI GAME.... BUT CANNOT GAME!!!!! DAMN SHAG LAH!!!!! my only chance like that fly lor... got one game i nearly 13 wonder left the bai ban fa cai but still cannot game sia!!! its like going to so big then cannot game.... even 1 tai oso dont wan let me game haiix sad sia me.... then by the end lose $60 total lor T_T now pok eye lah....
i hope ur doing fine.... i wish we could talk... it seems that i'm ur enemy?? haiix if i really were to love u i would have done things after we broke up.... but i did'nt i dont know why... i just seem to realise that ur studies are more impt... if u can make it in MI good for u... but alot of students repeat jc some even drop to poly... i dont wish to see u in sp... if ur that focused i know u can do it.... but the thing is why?? for 10 years u tried so hard n u just could'nt show it... but why this time?? haiix life seriously is empty without you.... i really miss you so much....Labels: NO MONEY LIAO LAH
Fight on Saturday, August 23, 2008
ytd at night suddenly damn big commotion sia its abt this good bro of mine who i have known since 5 years old cuz we used to stay at toh yi blk 16 tgt then yea he not happy with the rest of us... or rather say unhappy aiya no dif lah just that he feels left out drifitng part n stuff like tt haiix let see wat i think....
as we all know Girls Come And Go... But Brothers will stay forever.... that was a phrase i would also believe in cuz alot of my REAL brothers are there when u need someone to lepak to smoke to drink to mahjong to thon to shop to share porn websites to makan supper to go pool to do alot of crap lah horhx... but have u ever seen a gal that was so in love in you that she nvr left you?? till now i haven... theresa left me n i did'nt bother... siewhong left me n i still feel like shit now without her...
but the main thing is that we are all BROTHERS we will sometimes have our ups n down in life... i did'nt really click in with u all until the end of sec 4 cuz i'm always so busy with with my ex-gf's but there will be times we will be the last to know.... to do things... or maybe nvr even know it happened... but shi jie dont forget that you also have a gf to take care... ah ben and leo are canoeing team n leo is same class dm so maybe they just got closer tgt thats all... its not that you may have drifted from THEM ah not me... but well u see jt sometimes also dont even go out n stuff... aiya all said n done we are still bros... right?? even weijie... we are not in the same sch as him... but he is one true bro... shag will find us... we shag he will also find us... GIRLS COME AND GO THIS EASILY.... BUT BROS DONT COME AND GO THAT EASILY....
well there is a list of phrase which i would like to post n it would be damn funny n meaning ful but maybe nxt time....
well my poly class is coming on tue noon to mahjong... xy wanted to learn n yea i have to teach him... i still rmb the 1st time i played mahjong... mx taught me how to play haha and now she look at me she say " haiix last time n to think i teach u mahjong now u become like that" haha... aaron also coming wanted to drink i think?? so yea maybe siva coming along also haha i dont know... well wanted to call boss along but i think he dont play money?? where got fun.... holiday no pocket money must mahjong ah haha.... ok bah time to go off liao...
hope your doing fine... i dont know if u still read this but i know ur not bothered... i was just wondering why out of the blue aarti would come n ask me abt you... i dont know.... i wish to talk to you.... am i a bad guy to you?? but look wat you did to me...Labels: Girls Come And Go But Bros Stay Forever
Fight on Saturday, August 23, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
ok lets see today was electronics test but i study abit only then go in class tio surprised like siao... the paper not even close to the sample test but can do one haha then yea after paper finish all zao go out smoke then my ciggy all bo liao.... how nice... haha then went to toh yi makan then wei jie sj come... wj siao one lah 1 stick on viceroy menthol he smoke until he go high haha then we went mambo play pool... i guess i did better today... my breaks quite consistant but last 2 games with leo not so good cuz i just in the 9 ball haha but overall did alot better...
there was one game with ah ben i in a few turns clear until left 1 ball but i is damn suay lah then leo tell him relax then end up he catch up like free one like tt but well today game kinda fun bah haha... after that go home slack... weeeee exams over time to slack....
today wanted to talk to u but come to think of it... maybe i should have a break awhile?? i dont know i just miss u so much... kept thinking abt it... i wish i could forget u n start anew... but life is nvr fair... just like wat u did to me... it was nvr fair to me...Labels: At Time We Need To Slow Down And Not Chiong Into Things
Fight on Friday, August 22, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
ok today i tot i could change my specs in 3 years but nvr... my degree nvr improve sia... but they just changed my lens to a more cleaner one cuz the previous one alot of scratches n smudges so changed it but the frame still the same... went to westmall n did it then bro go cut hair damn short lah haha orbi sia him keep saying his fringe long haha then went to ahma hse my dad's side one =( yea my auntie say her speaker spoil but its becuz her wire burned out lolol then she say " so easy change wire lah" then i was like " i wonder which vendor would do that sia" cuz i tot is must buy the whole thing one i tot? then went home played n played
everybody ask if i got study i say i haven start then khidir n pravin ask me go shisha n smoke tmr after exam but cannot sia i gg drinking with my best bros... and play pool n makan also haha maybe tmr i will drink abit over my limit i guess... haha
well i wonder wats wrong with me... whenever u dont reply i miss you more... whenever u reply me just one simple msg i can forget u... why?? reverse physcology?? i dont know but well my mind seems more calm now i can study much better... =) haha i wish i can forget you becuz i know you deserve a more better guy than me... hope after tmr's drinking my mind would be more clear....
well needa study electronics ah !!! tmr exam 40%!!!! fail liao = G_G retain this module hahaLabels: Reverse Physcology??
Fight on Thursday, August 21, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
ok slept from 6-7am cuz i was wondering if i shd msg somebody but i said 6am but end up i sleep until 7am so nvr really bothered then yea my father came in drag me out of bed off say he damn hungry go bkfast n yea we went bukit batok market near MI there n ate nvr finished my food the food there sux n the kopi oso then yea saw 2 man abt to fight but so sad nvr haha lolol then went sch after tt n it was pretty funny sia i was like the only smoker there n only i was smoking quite empty one damn eerie haha
after tt met hong jie aaron n boss in t16 then xy came we go electronics theathre but the presentation today abit screwed up cuz i nvr slp go die no life in presenting n stuff after that go kofu makan n went to moberly to play pool cuz adnan wanted to play there then today i finally can get my break more consistant but all the balls still cannot go in... all left near the holes there haha BUT today got one of the rounds i in 5 balls continously until adnan LL lolol haha but its just becuz moberly hole is damn big lah so easy to in the balls haha went to 7-11 bought FHM but i realise MAXIM oso came out... i was damn stunned i tot i buy the previous edition but got new one?? damn blur sia me then yea adnan tell me read FHM in MRT to attract attention n stuff haha but nvr.... but nxt time i will haha
went home str8 bathe slp gone case... later gg trg becuz i wana train for myself n not for a school...
well today i still dreamt of u... but why!!! wat is my dream trying to tell me... if i could have forgetton u it would be a long time ago but why.... i really miss u... a part of me is saying that i should wait for u... but i dont know wat to do...Labels: You've Become A Part Of Me Once Before
Fight on Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
oh well did not sleep much ytd cuz watching pck through the whole night cuz damn funny lah laughing like siao haha then yea went for bkfast wif laoma then we talked n found out my father smoked for 30 years.... cuz he tell me he smoke since NS but he smoked since 14 lolol he bluff me sia knn haha well after that went home sleep.... woke up went for a 5km run felt damn lousy dono why now gg slp again damn tired tmr got sch weeeeeeeeee
wat are my dreams trying to tell me?? why do i keep dreaming of u??? pls tell me why!!! i wish to talk to u but have u ever considered how i feel?? haiix life sux....Labels: Why Do I Still Keep Dreaming Of You...
Fight on Monday, August 18, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
ok this post may be intresting to some people or actually bros n sis to me xD especially those same pri sch as me n yea.... its actually abt wat happened after i broke off with ____ ____
1st is to my bros... sj leo ben wj n the rest u all should know... thx guys for being there when i needed it... especially u all... thx sj for being a good bro when i needed someone to drink n smoke with... n when i broke up with her... really damn emo... thx ben n leo for talking to me n saying the thing which i wanted to hear most " we can talk to u for a whole night but its still up to u to decide" well yea that was kind of nice to hear but well i dont know " there is a flip side to everything" right ben?? haha n to leo for everytime saying relax n stuff.... only 1 person saw me cry until now i think it was sj?? haha well thanks you guys.... but like i promised ben " once i stop thinking about her i would quit smoking" well yea if i can that is.... n wei jie also for telling me to chill n relax mai emo... wana smoke must smoke tgt... every round of mahjong finish also must go out smoke then relax n stuff.... haha well if i dont have u guys i can garuntee u i sure damn emo up till now i would still be thinking abt her... and aaron and adnan for everytime lepak and pool when so free LOLOL
2nd is to my sisters n gals that i know?? basically is mx aarti py n yk?? i dont know but well thx mei xuan u this good sister... everytime can pei me go drink but only see me smoke haha.... if u had a bf i'm pretty sure u will not get drunk after i teach u so much abt drinking horhx.... haha n aarti this sis... well it seems that u have said some things but i dont get it abt some things.... n py... even though ur not a close frend or sister or wateva n i just know u cuz u sj gf n play mahjong with us a few times but well the thing u said to me that i only rmb was " How long will you be stuck in this mess??" haha well the answer is .... " good question"... y.k even though ur just a poly classmate n stuff but well class has suddenly got alot livlier with u around n vandalising me in mechanics lolol but well it just seems that it got alot livlier with u around...
well i know this post abit random cuz my last post was about stress... dont worry i not gg to kill myself n stuff but suddenly i just felt grateful to have u guys around... if not yea... but the thing is i still dont know wat to do now... i would really have hate it if u guys told me wat to do... but none of you ever did that.... u just merely told me some stuff n yea let me decide... but well if i could just read her mind n stuff i would be very much happy n stuff.... but if i could move on i think i will stay single ler... i'm just too scared to get hurt by a gal again unless its herLabels: There's A Flip-Side To Everything
Fight on Sunday, August 17, 2008
i just felt like posting abt wat i saw on TV.... as we all know there is a new 100m world record made by tat fast guy... well imagine man... the whole god damn world watching him run... the pressure is like wtf man.... even for me... at last year nationals final at cck i just run infront of a whole stadium n my balls have already shrunk by half... imagine calvin kang sgp runner... whole nation watch him run... his balls i think cannot see liao... but wtf look at top players... the amount of pressure they face... even for the chinese guy Liu Xiang... when his time comes 1.3Billion people looking at him run... wtf man can u imagine the amount of pressure u get?? its like i think their balls are like still there... but well i dont know?? just imagine people looking at you run n do every move u make...
pressure is smth like wtf cb... i'm sure my ex-gf is facing alot of pressure as she's in MI n stuff... i wonder wtf do i still care for her?? why cant i let go?? why!!! but well saying that she's a gal i think her parents sure stress her one... then she herself also... hope she does well... a gal like her... if she fails in MI maybe its a good thing cuz i see so many jc people actually repeating... even if they pass A lvls they got no where to go... like my cousin... pity him sia... haiix... lucky my pressure is not as much as hers cuz i'm in a poly studying engineering n yea life seems quite good.... but the fact tat i cant share my joy with one tat i love... its sad... its like i miss the times when i play mahjong n someone would be there to say good luck talk to me n make my day... i miss the times when she was there after every single race i ran... i just miss her... i dont miss the freaking memories... if i did miss those memories i would have already found myself another gal n enjoy life... but i just miss her... she's like so siewhong??? the unique gal that i will ever know...Labels: The Unique Gal That I Will Ever Know
Fight on Sunday, August 17, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
no mood to do anything today... just keep thinking abt her?? but why?? why!!! siewhong why are u so deeply stuck in me... why!!! i seriously wana talk to u that despo... haiix... fuck it... can any bro good enuff jio me to drinking or smoking with them n lepak?? electronics exam is coming... dont wish to screw it up but why!!! i have strong willpower but not mental power haiixLabels: Why Are You So Deeply Stuck Into Me?
Fight on Saturday, August 16, 2008
okok today ah slept at 4am wake up at 6am go bkfast at ghim moh ate LAKSA!!!! woots haha so yea after tt went to sch for electronics but i go there is copy i2e stuff haha then after tt went to oc last week of oc!!! haha gg to miss that module but well heck care 2 full credits i think?? so yea after tt is like the most pissed off thing lah joshua is like forcing me go kofu makan with him then grab me by the hand.... its like wtf lah u so big size n u do this... i swear i could have made him trip n fall just now but i just pushed him to the wall... end up we went kofu eat but i ate dessert... then we went to GG to play pool quite fun lah today i lost once xD haha well i dont wana be a pool addict haha
ok after tt went to lepak with aaron at holland... damn funny lah we both... i saw wait nxt bus end up i lepak 2hrs with him talking crap lah haha ok lah then went home bathe wanted to watch 100m semi finals for bei jing but end up i on my bed hugging my bolster good night liao haha now doing up i2e for yk lah <---- bully me.... =)
someone said... how long are u gg to be stuck in this mess?? well think of it... i did'nt know wat went wrong... seriously can someone tell me... actually i wish to hear it from her mouth... but yea i am like so holding back on alot of things cuz of her... why!!!! well maybe i shall stay single?? i dont knowLabels: How Long Are You Going To Be Stuck In This Mess?
Fight on Saturday, August 16, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
ok short post today cuz i need to pia i2e work... thons of crap to do... lolol woke up at 3pm quite late but yea class was cancelled so i slept through... played maple finally reborn!!! haha 1st time quite happy... but thx to aaron for helping me oso haha then yea now pia work...
erm i have not given up yet... i dont know why?? i wanted to jio many other gals but i cant... cuz i keep thinking abt you... tat u are so much better... but why??? someone save me...
mum said to me " nick ah can u stay single for awhile anot!!!" haha am i tt flirt?? but i dont know i'm still so shag over her...Labels: "Nick Ah Can You Stay Single For Awhile Anot??"
Fight on Thursday, August 14, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
lets see ytd after i posted aaron called me go king albert park mac to study so yea i went there but made a trip to buy smth else 1st my mouth damn itchy... so reach at 7?? studied mechanics till 10?? went to pool at mambo until 11?? quite happy cuz i lose him 4-2... last time is 6-0 now 4-2 haha then yea went to leo house so he can teach me eng mechanics.... damn funny sia... i ask him then make him more blur... but i think he sure happy he study np mechanics lah haha my mechanics like so hard.... after tt went to eat supper with him n his cousin so yea ate laksa... then i smoked my way home... 3 ciggys at one shot... reached home i cant even stand up properly... but the worse has yet to come...
u see i reached home liao i bathe liao... at the com talking to yk teaching her ABIT of mechanics then suddenly i ended up at the toilet bowl with my supper coming out... i feel damn good lah sumore my headache from the hoon kee worsen so yea tried to slp but then round 2 came n this one was damn shitty... i felt like shit when i vomit... its like i nvr vomitted from eating the wrong food... i only vomitted from drinking too much... so now i know i can smoke 3 at one shot sure die one lah lolol i still feel like shit now...
erm today i woke up wanted to rest at home till like 9 before go sch but went for bkfast n slept in the car all the way... needed alot of rest... i have grown weak!!! sian... 1st to reach class so i studied mehanics then yea asked xy alot of questions lah but heng i ask... then went to slack before the exam...
during the test ( can say its exam cuz 40% i think) i do like no kick sia but 1 qns wrong sian haha the rest all can score one!!! haha ok lah then went home now on my bed preparing to slp... need to pia 2 paper of i2e by tmr la sian sia..... haha tonight then pia but for now.... my pillow is calling me ....
sometimes i wonder... do u have a grudge against me?? but why?? u let me down damn badly... n why is it that i still believe i can get u back?? is this wat they call love?? or is it one-sided love?? sometimes i wish i know wats going on in ur mind...Labels: Laksa + Uncooked Hum At Night = Vomit
Fight on Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
ok ytd wanted to slp early but ended up playing n yea slept late again... nvr pei mum go makan bkfast so i slept on until quite late... wanted to study mechanics cuz tmr exam but got distracted... now i will study!!! left 3 topics... i can do it one lah this 3 topics i understand but i needa practice... hope i dont get distracted tmr like the last time... this time i kept my ring at home... tmr is 100% into the paper... pia zui time!!!
wat is my dream trying to tell me?? it cant be tt i dreamt of u 3 times in a row with the same thing happening over n over again?? wat is my dream trying to tell me?? someone pls tell me.... 2 months n i still miss u... i wonder if i ever ur frend?? i feel like smoking now but i shall resist.... mouth damn itchy....Labels: What Is My Dream Trying To Tell Me??
Fight on Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
ok ah lets see today slept at abt 2am... quite surprised then yea went to auto cad test 40% of overall quite important... today is damn funny.... i reached class they say ahmok sit there no good... ask me sit at the most extreme side of the lab so yea sat there.... end up they got a reason one.... well test was quite easily done... had 1 hr to spare so zao class with the rest.... when i got our of class... they said to me " eh thx for letting me see ur work" i was like wtf no wonder ppl ask me sit there better lah lolol well i think i can get 95% above haha see how...
went to holland after tt with like 3hrs to spare?? so we went to eat BK then smth damn cool happened... haha erm adnan pepsi kena yk the jeans lolol then adnan reaction was like " shit dont fall on me" his face damn funny sia so yea she got running nose haha suay sia she but well we slowly ate n went to aaron hse to change... end up she change until like damn hip lah like those hip hop dancer haha
we chiong back sch for the F1 class challenge end up my grp car got 2nd haha then went to meet mum cuz she on the way home so fetch me... went to bukit timah plaza to makan pizza hut n went popular... FOR THE 1ST TIME IN 17 YEARS OF MY LIFE... i asked to buy a book lolol actually its more of a life-story type of book for the gals but quite intresting... only realised its for gals when my mei mei tell me zzzz.... now at home gg fall sick... need to rest... tmr needa pia mechanics liao wed another 40% overall test weeee...
why are u stuck in my head?? i just cant seem to forget u... why??Labels: I Bought A Book For The 1st Time In 17 Years
Fight on Monday, August 11, 2008
ok lets see ah today i did'nt sleep when they left... instead had to go makan with my mum... she was like... "DONT SLEEP FOLLOW ME EAT!!!" i was like okk lor zzzz haha but came home str8 good night... lolol woke up at like 6?? by aaron's msg abt he n private server... ok so yea msged Mr Tham to ask abt trg but no reply... maybe he tmr holiday so i shall go for a long jog tmr... well i was like playing maple n stuff the whole night.... but today i did'nt feel like playing maple... i was more like thinking abt things... today i did not think of her but its also becuz of this game... u see the scenario is very simple....
I Wanted Bro A to expand guild as he's ldr
Bro B suggested we change name if thats the case..
Bro B wanted to be ldr of the reformed guild
Bro A argued ( i think )
bro B suddenly quitted current guild n left the game...
well i guess many people who the A n B are.... so yea i was like thinking... its just a bloody game! why must both my best bros get like so du lan over this?? come on man one witnessed my break up with my ex... another was there when i needed to talk to him n stuff... we have been bros for over 10 years?? we have been drinking tgt for over 10 years?? smoking tgt?? but why?? cuz of a game called maplestory?? haiix talked to one of them n yea heard his story... so yea hope this would just go away as another trouble n we'll still be bros again?? its like being the middle man sux u know...
well today i msged her... no reply... guess she's busy studying?? heard he promos are coming n good luck... shall not think so much this week... its test week this week!!! i must score well if not i can go jump down my hse even though i live on the 1st floor lololLabels: It Sux Being The Middle Man
Fight on Monday, August 11, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008
ok lets see ytd basically slacked n yea they came so we played but they went to ah ben hse to makan dinner... mum came down kpkb cuz our electrical bill quite high n ben was like charging hp n lapotop i think?? she just plug out the switch n walk up... i LL sia lolol then yea they came back started mahjong... today was quite fun but cuz dm was like making me laugh until i cry its like damn funny sia lolol then yea lost $8 total but its quite ok haha.... damn tired now lah...
ytd i was thinking abt u the whole time... why?? why do i still think of u?? i wana be with u but its not as simple as tt... i just seriously miss u... 1 year has past n aug 9th last year in 2007 we were so happy haiix i seriously miss u... but its not tt simple either...
well gg slp liao thon until buay tahan weeeeeLabels: 1 Year Ago... We Were Still So Happy
Fight on Sunday, August 10, 2008
Saturday, August 9, 2008
ok lets see today nvr had enuff sleep again 2hrs only as usual... like tt i go ns sure power liao lah haha 2hrs can tahan lolol but its sleep problem weee haha then went to sch for electronics lab test wanted to go for 8am shift but since ppl got oc presentation at 10am i let them go 1st cuz they need to prepare n stuff so yea took the 9am shift... i was like expected to fail this test cuz i did'nt study but to my surprise i may actually pass with flying colours.... my 1st qns i get A so damn happy sia when he sign A but 2nd qns LL then got a B i think cuz i 10 marks qns nvr do finish weee....
ok nxt we went for oc class which was presentation lah i think it was quite ok for some of them as their presentations are quite good... but well hope i get top scorer again this time haha.... but i know hong jie sure win me so no need to be top liao... haiix ok after tt went home cuz kinda tired... alan jio me go play id4 but no money cuz buy maxim n my tibits bo lu haha would'nt want to take this chance to skip buying my maxim magazine again haha waiting for fhm to come out... lololol ok i'm not sick in the mind its just part n parcel of growing up right?? xD haha
on mrt i met mx... i wanted to intro her to my boss but she would hoot me to death haha i think boss likes her lolol... haha ok after tt she went to meet her family to makan n i went home str8... reached home bathed... power lvl my sis in maple private server to 92 i think then server restart... until now haven up yet... dono wats the problem lah zzzz so yea practically tot it would be awhile but its quite long already... haha maybe adding new channel?? i dont know hope it doesnt close down haha.... suddenly leo ask me go play pool with him at timah so yea i went with him then he sort of like ask me to relax n play n yea it improved my game right leo?? xD haha i today break oso quite good sia got 2 balls in haha nxt time i be pro liao in all 9 balls in 1 break haha... worse thing is tt one the last game for the last 9 ball i zam the ball in then i kena the side my hand blister zzzzz fucking sian lei... if i know i dont zam the ball... now my hand like bapok sia haha
after tt we went to toh yi market to eat n talk abt stuff.... he wanted to mahjong tmr so yea tmr they coming to thon... i shall be a good guy tmr... i will not win alot but neither will i lose lolol must use my brain tmr ah haha... went home slacked played dota gg slp soon... getting ready to sleep ah!!! haha... shall post more tmr...
should i give up?? or should i not?? i seriously love u... but i have to put in alot more than before to get u back if i want to....Labels: Should I Or Should I Not?
Fight on Saturday, August 09, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
ok had a very nice sleep today cuz was like running my running tights to slp... damn shiok lah lolol ok i know its abit obscene but i realise i wear running tights to slp damn shiok one haha i but i only do it when i fall sick cuz i need more rest... found out i slept like tat damn shiok was during my previous year SL camp when i was like damn tired then in camp i wear tights mah cuz more like "spacious" then yea went home nvr bathe just sleep damn shiok.... haha maybe cuz of other reasons i slept damn shiok....
ah well anyway yea woke up at like 11?? wanted to go sch but found out i had fever... never really wanted this to happen cuz today got some big presentation on the F1 car but haiix sry guys... so i stayed at home slacked.... played maple with the bros.... wanted to thon on saturday but like no place to thon at cuz my house cant mahjong due to the previous week incident n leo not feeling well so like nobody to thon with??
tmr my poly frends wanted to come over n thon... but then again aaron say bo lang lei... the whole class buay steady one... maybe their parents quite strict i guess?? people envy me for having such good parents... why?? i dont get it... maybe its just the way parents bring their kids up tt's why... its not tt i'm lucky... its just the way i'm brought up... i'm brought up in a neighbourhood sch ( i actually nearly went to a guys sch) i was thought to drink at a very young age unlike the rest?? i actually had my 1st puff of my dad's ciggy at 5? but he did it on purpose so tt i would hate ciggies n not smoke... but i told them i "quitted" i'm only social smoking now... i played mahjong at like 17 when my frends thought me the basics n my parents actually taught me the advance way n use the brain way of playing mahjong?? i bring back my gf's n sleep with them n they say nth... its part n parcel of growing up??
its like more harming me than good... mum n dad dont wan me to lead a sheltered life... they say when i go out to society i must work hard for myself they will not be there for me... if i strike it rich i dont need to bother abt them so much... just give them enuff money to play their golf gamble n drink...
so why do people still envy me for having such parents? its just ur parents way of bringing u up...
well i kinda miss her today... kept thinking abt how stupid i was in the past n stuff... 2nd chance dont come by easily... i will try again soon enuff... but for now... let me rest...Labels: Why Do People Envy Me For Having Such Parents??
Fight on Thursday, August 07, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
ok today fucking tired day.... slept at 4am?? zzzz got insonmnia problem again haha then woke up go tanglin halt eat but ccb the area full house sia so park nearby then makan then went to sch for mechanics i got enlightened today but i was also vandalised by y.k.... zzzzz but nvm the best thing i was i scare the crap out of siva xD haha i'm so evil.... then we go makan n ppl keep asking me if i like y.k bla bla i was like zzzzz i still cant get over my ex gf.... yk n me is like bros n sis?? just tt we are like open n stuff unlike my class who thinks tt talking to gals = like them haiix.... sad life
after tt went to GG to play pool n yea pay $2 win all the like 6 rounds?? haha then went for the poly 50 meeting with team 3... since i'm in team 3 i was like not expected to win top 10 or anything but we got 12/91 teams?? quite happy bah cuz we ran 2 extra rounds due to miscalculation n stuff but yea every one makes mistake... tiring day today shall stop here
i just realised ur that unique tt i cant forget u....Labels: Your So Unique xD
Fight on Wednesday, August 06, 2008
today did nth much just stay at home slacked suddenly i ended up playing maple private server with sj ben dm py n the rest lah cuz dono nth to do dota own until sian then i host own pro game ppl say lag scold me sian... so play maple... in 4 hrs i reached lvl 100 lolol haha exp so gay sj py power lvl one so heng got them.... thx guys haha then yea gg sleep soon tmr got poly 50 dont feel like running lah damn fucked up.... but well i wanted to study today but ended up playing.... my mind only thinks of playing.... i want to smoke... but i shall not get addicted... i hope i'm not.... shd hang out with my family more often so i dont get the chance....
tmr she has a test good luck to her... wanted to talk to her but she's studying well i hope she passes her promos.... if she fails it i cant be there for her.... i just pray that she will pass.... good luck gal...
well gtg liao tmr poly 50 chiong sua time!!!Labels: Chiong Sua Time
Fight on Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
ok decided to use this cute naruto skin haha but damn du lan with the links part cuz i cannot capital letter yet... haiix ytd had a damn fucking funny dream shall not say it haha my bro said i was laughing my sleep oso haha lolol cuz i slept quite early... nvr went electronics today cuz i finish up the topics already so yea slacking at home... have a bad flu.... jia lat sia me tmr poly 50 liao n i'm still like tt.... gg to rest liao cyaLabels: Poly 50 Is Tomorrow
Fight on Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
ok lets see today had a good rest like 5hrs?? even though quite good enough saying my insomnia problem gets worse.... cant seem to sleep at night these few days... 7th month festivals n i'm already scared like fuck.... haiix ok then went auto cad did the revision test paper did it like quite fast but slower than hong jie by abit only!!! T_T haha i will win him in the nxt exam ah!! haha okk after tt went to like makan at fc3 waste money the food oso not say damn nice then we went to make xy blog skin cuz he quite new n y.k was like doing everything after i figured out lolol xD then horhx we at workshop outside waiting to get accessed for the f1 car we wait 2hrs then the fucking cb knn cannot explain the wastimg time sia.... waste my bloody 2hrs sumore!!! i could have gone home slp n come back for trg lah knn.... end up me n adnan go play pool for 2hrs haha i blanja him one lolol cuz the previous week he pay for me cuz i no money then yea like tt lor
so after tt went for poly 50 trg with team 3 basically the like sure cannot win team one lah cuz all year 1s but well i was just put in cuz they short of ppl to run n stuff so join fun only haha its like a 200m sprint thing for 3km n i have quite short rest time... well treat it as training bah haha
then my track frend wanted to challenge me 100m but i heard from my senior that he was injured n like wana race with me he's gg to injure more jia lat so yea i think he think's him scared but well its my attitude towards sp coach tts why.... i cant stand him cuz he's damn proud.... if ur national athlete so wat?? my old coach my mentor all oso national athlete wat... 1 is even 2 current sgp record holders... its just tt the way some of the seniors are treating me now is as if i'm like some kind of a guy n stuff weeee but fuck care i train for myself....
went home eat shit slp lolol
today i kept thinking of u... i did'nt know why but i just kept dreaming of u.... haiix wats wrong with me.... n why cant i get u back??? sometimes ur selfish u know but u seriously hurt me deep.... i should have jumped down tt day....Labels: Ur Selfish.... Plain Selfish
Fight on Monday, August 04, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
well today slept at 8am after the mahjong wake up at like 11.30AM... AM lei just to go dental n cut the braces wire lor fucking hell but he go change my wire into a thicker one now i feel like a baby cant bite with my front teeth the tension damn tight... after tt went home sleep until 5pm wake up just to go for a japanese dinner with family... not bad bah the salmon but i hate the wasabi they put so much into the sushi my mouth "burned" weeee haha after tt my father was like so random he ask me " nick nxt year u go MI year 2 horhx" i was like wtf so random until cannot random.... haiix dono wat he thinking oso maybe he want me to study i guess... i'm just a slacker... people say i'm smart but i'm lazy.... i dont wana be a nerd but neither do i wana be stupid... i just wana grow up n be happy with life n stuff... ok after tt i went to leo grandma funeral cuz i realise tmr i cant go as i have poly 50 trg with sch
so it was at fajar i reached there abt 7.30?? left at abt 9?? well i see leo i know he's sad did'nt wana make it worse so yea just try to make him happy n stuff cuz he's been there quite lonely since ytd n stuff... haha well wanted to play mahjong but he cant find ppl so yea... nvm haha went off... wanted to buy hoon kee but he dont wan me smoke so yea listen to him.... trying to resist... must resist ah!!! after tt go take lrt went home now gg makan drink n slp!!! lolol tmr long day for me ahLabels: My Dad Is Very Random
Fight on Sunday, August 03, 2008
ok well mahjong just ended but well feel kinda sad cuz it may be the last i think wont $1 only wei jie won $10 but i pity sj n py the 2 couple sia cuz can sense that py like unhappy with e way we play bah... even i can tell... but well feel kinda bad abt it n stuff.... life is unfair weeeeee
Fight on Sunday, August 03, 2008
Saturday, August 2, 2008
well lets see woke up at 12 today went to wisma to collect my hp as it went for repairs cuz spoiled... then went to meet jiahao at dg cuz he got MI mart hoped not to see her but yea well saw her then she was like selling some bands or stuff with ur name on it then i asked her to make one for me paid $3 for it but well give face lah all frends also must give face.... well rushed home after tt cuz frends wanted to play mahjong... but reached home they not here mx came n she left soon after now they are like playing computer in my face all playing maple how fun.... say all come n play mahjong but end up is all come n play computer even i nth to say lah haiix.... these are wat u called brothers... ben was like talking abt lonely n stuff to dm but well see even their own brother in his house oso tio pang seh haiix nth to say.... let them be bah.... even my parents said this would be the last time they are here so yea let it be... heard leo was not feeling well due to smth but well hope he's alright.... its hard for him n stuff
life has to go on... its either i jio u back or i get over u.... thats my 2 option... i have already chosen 1 of it but the thing is can i?? can i get over u?? can i get u back?? i dont know... ytd i had a dream... a dream which i would nvr expect... i dreamt tt theresa my 1st gf that tot me true meaning of r/s n stuff, actually showed me how happy she was n life has to go on.... its kinda funny u know tt i dream of her cuz ppl know i kind of like dislike her but now maybe not bah... but the thing was the dream... its like i was an observer seeing n stuff... life has to go on man but its how we face it.... as for now.... i dont know abt my brothers downstairs.... if only i had someone to talk to n share my sorrow but that special person was gone.... n she may nvr come back i guessLabels: Life Has To Go On
Fight on Saturday, August 02, 2008
well ok ytd nvr update cuz busy chionging the stupid power point for today oc well i guess i did not bad ppl say i did well but i did'nt think it was good enugh bah... hong jie did better than me so yea kinda T_T wanted A but i think at most is B sad life sia me
well ytd aaron came over do project we drank vodka he smoke he seh seh then parents sent him home n stuff played mahjong throught the night also haha
today go sch oc then did'nt went trg came home 1pm slept till 10pm damn tired haha i got my testimonial back they said on the overall i'm a balanced person with both sports n studies haha
well tmr gg collect my hp at plaza sing then jiahao jio me go id4 at DG cuz he has carnival or smth like tt at morning then go id4 later in the noon
well i msged her today 1 msg reply i think she got pissed with me cuz she thinks i'm stalking her?? well i can say this i'm not stalking u n its just tt i asked u if u had a stall at MI mart so i can like kill 2bird with 1 stone?? well up to u to think lah my words to u are all crap now...Labels: Sad Life Sia Me
Fight on Saturday, August 02, 2008
