Thursday, April 30, 2009
DRANK 4 JUGS OF BEER AND THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL KNOW THAT I CAN TAHAN MY ALOCHOL WITH JUST 4 JUGS OF BEER BUT SOMEHOW TODAY I FEEL ABIT HEAD PAIN AND I FEEL LIKE VOMITTING....
I DONT KNOW HOW MY PARENTS CAN TAHAN BEING IN JACKPOT ROOM FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT I CANT EVEN TAHAN 30MIN INSIDE CUZ ITS SO DAMN FKING LAME....
I guess now i have 2 things on my mind a crush and a past..... somehow i feel that i'm not ready but i'm somehow ready on another side.... save me.... i dont know wat to do....
Labels: FKL MAN I CANT TAHAN MY LIQOUR NOW CHEE BYE
Fight on Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
life's been damn boring.... pool game is detorioting <---- aiya u know wat i mean.... sch is fking hard to understand especially mechanics.... anyway here's a few thoughts of wat happened recently....
became SPGG pool team treasurer and now i have alot of cash with me T_T cfm everybody wana rob me now....
my break tip broke again and i needa repair it soon....
aaron said his frends play poker with $20 buy in.... hmmm may consider but is gambling so big really worth it??
2 gals talked to me today.... SURPRISINGLY THEY BOTH REPLIED.... one last longer than the other....
for the 1st gal we talked on facebook but i guess wats past has past and i hope we can be normal again =) u know i know can liao =X
the 2nd gal talked on msn but it lasted for awhile cuz its kinda odd that 2 strangers dont know each other and yea.... abit funny luh.... but well i guess i cant talk to gals normally liao as in "stranger gals".... keep getting scared i will make them pissed off or get the wrong impression of me =.=
ah well year 1s are coming in nxt week and i needa do the fking trials!!! ZOMG i nvr qualify for last 16 and i gt to help out in the trials.... this is so fked up....
Labels: Surprise Surprise
Fight on Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
School is so damn boring!!! nth much to talk about...
but i wont be smoking for this week.... have been smoking alot the past 2 weeks due to the pressure to perform well and i'm low in cash now T_T.... but well guess wat the 2 players i lost to on sunday made it to the last 16.... and i'm here just regretting i did'nt have a calm mind going into the match....
I could have won them hands down.... but the fear of making mistakes.... i was'nt on form.... i could'nt find that form.... at warm up i was damn smooth and everything but when it all boiled down to it.... i just could'nt pull the trigger.... my balls shrank.... my mental is not strong enuff.... i have to do something abt it....
Somtimes I Wonder What I Would Do If I Ever Were To See You.....
Labels: Experience Is The Greatest Reward
Fight on Monday, April 27, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
WOOTS guess wat happened at competition today =.= SCREW UP LAH THEN!!!....
anyway won 1 lost 2 =.= emo sia...
1st match lost 5-0 litterally the guy had alot of fluke shots.... knn somehow the 9 can find a pocket out of no where.... =.= cui sia.....
2nd match won 5-0.....
3rd match lost 5-1 to AN OLD MAN!!! wa cui sia but he's like sharpshooter lah the moment he play he can nvr miss lor.... then i had to clear one rack all by myself =.= emo.....
ah well philip is not happy with my performance i can tell.... but somehow i will get better..... i'm supposed to have qualifed for the last 16..... but guess i just cant handle pressure that well.... oh well.... its time to do something abt it soon....
If we keep giving to something.... would that something have the control over us and walk over us?? i dont know if u think its emo or u think its smth else.... its up to u to think... the analergy is the same....
Labels: Win 1 Lose 2.....
Fight on Sunday, April 26, 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Competition Is Tommorrow...
Sorry to those who read my blog frequently who don't find an update cuz been busy practising for it... hope i get good results tmr =X
Fight on Saturday, April 25, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
today was a very un-productive day.... went to sch basically stoning there and i found out my mechanics teacher is quite good at teaching =) haha he's le-chei but quite good lah
then went to FC5 with aaron and yk ate lunch then i went off to BBDC....
at BBDC i seem like one blur gong kia at the wrong place... anyway paid $100 for my sign up lor.... EMO =.= then whole package would cost 1.6k min for theory and practical driving.... but is pay by installment... earliest theory test available for me is 3th june but i gg to take during the holidays cuz that week i still got sch T_T.... then have to pass 3 test then can get my liscense.... weeeee they say 4 months should take finish.... oh well see how bah.... means before oct i can drive!! weee haha lols
tmr gg for design and build 1 module.... 8am to 3pm see the same old teacher knn cui.... lols.....
someone told me to wait.... someone that would tame me?? lols haha see how lah =)
Labels: Dont Study At Home Said By Mechanics Teacher
Fight on Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Today was kinda boring 4hrs in the same class?? OMG man anyway class is damn boring with 11 people and with combined lecture its also abit more boring....
so after class head to KFC for quick meal and went off to SPGG pool....
and today i WAS NEARLY MADE VICE CAPTAIN haha.... ended up being the treasurer.... jerome become captain and yi xiang vice captain becuz yi xiang say treasurer le-chei so be rather take vice captain haha so i lan lan lor.... so my job is keep track of money thats all and when year 1 come in i get to see the trials =) WAHAHAHAHAHA CHIO BU'S!!!!
so tmr schs at 10am can sleep longer =)
Labels: My Line Of Sight Is Damn Off These Few Days
Fight on Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
1st Day of School In Year 2... The feeling?? suddenly i feel not so noobie like in year 1.... haha
well 1st class was rather boring =.= teacher name = teoh beng sai.... like kena bang by sai.... the amount of things he throw at you ah is no sense one.... i mean simple logic lah....
from the phrase below u know what i mean...
For mechanics 2 engineers you must at least get a C and above....
But since u all are mechanical engineers u must get a B+ above...
after awhile he said.... if u dont understand and get the answers u will only get a C.... and u know what a C means rights?? < ---in his language fail...
after class
Me:"I know wat C grade means mah... PASS LAH SO EASY!!"
=.=
anyway class was boring as we only have 11 ppl remaining..... aaron nearly ate 3 meals of subway haha.... lols life in sch is damn boring now.... and the modules are getting harder and harder to score....
dreaming of someone else very regularly almost 3 times a week is smth i'm quite fed up with.... i mean i know its long gone and nvr gg to happen again but why is it that i keep dreaming of that someone.... i'm so done with it but yet my dreams have you appearing in it like machiam i owe u smth like that.... knn cui sia
Labels: I'm So Ready For Another I Think
Fight on Monday, April 20, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
well just a quick update....
ytd i had a bbq so yea 1 carton of beer only 18 gone.... cuz halfway we drank shiva's and SJ vomitted =) cui but i did vomit abit before i went to slp.... haha now abit of hang over damn lazy to do anything....
ben slept leo slept shi jie KO dm and weijie went home at 7am.... thx liting and mx for coming down even though its only 2hrs =)
thx guys for everything.... laugh like siao and had fun like siao....
TMR is SCHOOL FKED UP!!!
Fight on Sunday, April 19, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
CANT WAIT FOR TMR
WHY?!
CUZ I'M FINALLY 18!!! CAN DRINK LEGALLY LER!!!! AND CHIONG MY DRIVING LISCENSE WAHAHAHA
so basically i'm sorry to my class and my sec sch frends for not inviting u all to my BBQ....
To my class:
i wanted to invite u guys but then again if i do so only aaron would drink? while adnan will stone there and siva running to 7-11 finding soft drinks....
To my sec school classmates / frends:
nvr invited anyone cuz it seems odd.... for the guys i dont have that much contacts with u all except wai yuen raymond and teck teck.... for the girls, ever since i broke up with siewhong i guess its just odd if i invite u all.... so well sacrifice....
TO MY BROS....
LETS DRINK UNTIL WE DIE!!!!
Fight on Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
actually wanted to update abit long but lets just keep it short and simple....
YESTERDAY
went trg... BUT BUT BUT i happened to realize that my coach also coaches this 7/10 girl that i saw in the west coast tournement.... OMG MAN seriously when i saw her it was shocking... but doubt she remembers me.... i mean i'm such a low noob while she's national under-19 team.... zzz oh well.... time to train harder....
TODAY...
went to school and trained.... coach taught me new stuff but cant seem to absorb every thing and execute them perfectly yet.... then people came and yi xiang gave up our tables for them and we talked alot.... then we went to FC3 to eat and i saw daniel tang aka dudu bird.... haha then he was helping the FOC / Flag day and he told me that he did'nt dare ask girls for numbers due to generation gap.... 1 years dif and there's a GENERATION GAP.... i cant even tell if they are 17 or 18 lor worse =.=.... then i also saw boon kiat and we chatted for 1hr abt track and field haha its funny that people already know me at track & field even before i enter SP so yea then went home....
anyway tmr i'm going for my scan at NHC.... zzzzz
Labels: Relax Only Relax
Fight on Thursday, April 16, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
ok i'm gona continue from ytd post....
ytd my pet event 100m took place.... B div top 3 runner actually out ran A div top runner
A div top runner is someone i know and he has been stuck at that timing since 3 years ago.... BUT so is the B div top 3 runners.... i mean do people train for years and years only to get stuck at that timing??
and for A div the 24th runner that qualifed for the semis actually ran at 12.3... somehow i feel A div is easier than B div now.... my bro ran 12.3 and he got 46 in B div.... i can run a consistent 11.8 without much effort anytime last time and guess wat... it would have gotten me a top 8 spot for A div.... put my personal best in and i would have gotten 3rd =.= behind my frend still....
i'm not bragging there but just that sometimes i wonder.... why do people train for years and years and get stuck there and dont get tired of it??
oh well back to more intresting stuff.... I LOST TO COACH 7-3!!! HAHAHA suddenly i got motivation to train harder.... i wana win coach one day.... not in a friendly but in a tournement play.... thats when he's most serious.... oh well for now.... its back to training before the school reopens =)
Labels: 11.09 Hand Time.... 11.40 Electronic Time...
Fight on Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
this is a feeling post.... if ur a runner i advice u not to read this...
1st of all we know that national schools is on-going now.... from the results of the 200m.... i can really see that my frends have somehow have their growth stunned there.... 2 years ago 23.4s.... now still 23.4s.... except for a certain few who suddenly amazed me by cutting down by 1.5s in 2 years.... its really funny and for 2 years means they train for nth??
2ndly i'm more shocked by the timing for the 24th guy.... 25.3s and he made it into semi-final... wats more its A div.... has the standard really dropped? in sec 3 i ran 25.1 and made it into semi-final as the last guy.... these guys who are 4 years older than me runs slower and still make it??
3rdly i think they should put poly students into the national schools.... those who are 17 and 18 years old i guess... you see... national schools are for students in JC.... and those that excel in B div ( sec sch) dont get a chance to run to run if their in poly.... <--- like me... cuz IVP is much tougher and the mood to train will be gone by then for poly is also an adult education.... so A div standard will drop and noobs who run so fking slow are able to boast that they represented their school and got a high placing....
look at daryl and me... at B div we were the 2 person that only won sports school runners... but now not being able to compete we just move on to other CCA and complain abt how slow the runners... and the current A div top few runners are asking how come we nvr run anymore....
running was my past and it really made me a "discplined" person.... but now i'm just happy i found another sport i like... becuz of the fun and of course the $$$
i know i'm in no position to comment but its just my thoughts... if u cant find ur old self... adept and improve on ur new one <--- this advice goes out to alot of people out there....
Labels: Nothing Will Ever Be The Same
Fight on Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
i hate to admit it but i think i'm having a fking healthy sleep cycle.... sleep before 12mn and wake up at 8am in the morning..... only working adults would do that i guess.... for most of us i think its 2-3am slp then 11am wake up.... or some even worse 8am slp 6pm wake up <---my previous sleeping time....
so ytd we play mahjong express.... fking fast paced mahjong.... 1 round 1hr 30 min.... imba sial.... anyway we played 20c 40c ytd shi jie lost $6 i lose $2 while ah ben lost $1 so leo won $9.... from high winning streak to fked up streak.... if mei xuan was there i think she would cry if she lose the game.... if li ting was there i think she will head pain from playing too fast.... right??
anyway went to sch today and they changed 3 tables cloth.... now the cloth super blue and nice and very nice to play on.... but we play like ah gua today lah cuz new cloth and tend to get "more" than wat we want.... then competition prizes came in today.... i cant win so i'm not bothered....
then year 1 came for tour around sch and SPGG was included.... so when they came into the pool room the player at the table would suddenly have his balls shrink by half as about 30 people are watching him play.... haha damn fking funny.... then got one guy even said that the tournement prize was too little for him.... i was like =.= he so sure he can win meh??
anyway joke of the day....
Coach and me
Coach : you year 1 got like that right?? how come nvr join pool??
me : no lah they give me donation tin and ask me fuck off liao sumore i nvr play pool then
Coach : then when u started pool??
me : augest sept around there??
Coach : lan jiao fuck you play so short time now so pro??
me : ah where got??
then coach turns over to one guy whom lost to me 3 times in a row....
Coach : eh u got 6 months more trg than this guy pls go thrash him....
he chokes on his food while i laugh until i cry.....
if u dont get it nvm.... =.=
Labels: Break Cue Is Back
Fight on Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
1stly Happy Birthday Raymond!! may all ur predictions come true abt soccer.... he can finally bet with sgp pool legally ler....
2ndly went to bai bai at mandai and yishun today.... was bored... saw chio bu.... and its alot of them.... even my cousin and bros were all looking at them....
lastly its the fking thing with gals that i have now.... i seriously cant make up my mind.... or simple put i have no luck with gals.... i dont know wats wrong with me.... one minute i believe i can be a good bf... nxt minute after thinking of my past i believe i will screw up every single r/s that i will have in future... one is attached another is not intrested another has eyes for someone else <--- or so someone said.... if u know who good if not ask me and i may tell... 1st 2 people is quite obvious but the last person only i think 3 people know?? i really dont know wat i want now.... i cant make up my mind.... attached or single?? i cant even jio a simple girl now.... no luck?? or plain fked up??
Labels: I'm Still Waiting.....
Fight on Sunday, April 12, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
fuck man i'm sick!! and the worse is it suddenly hit me.... i was'nt caught in the rain.... nth just suddenly sick.... then bros cant come over cuz i needa rest.... sry guys.... nxt time we should play 20c 40c ler =)
then i'm getting my break cue back on tue!! wahaha happy!! monday going to practice.... last week to really practice before sch reopens and our time table is so damn fking hectic... did'nt even see wat new modules i'm taking....
anyway my luck these few days is very bad.... facebook poker from 500k dropped to a record 700... at least now i'm on 17k.... oh well slowly play bah just to pass my boring weekend time....
oh ya today heart break sia after wat vivian told me.... haha am i destined to remain single for "now"?? i dont know we'll see how its played out..... but for now.... REST TIME!!!.....
Labels: Heart Broken.....
Fight on Saturday, April 11, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
ok whats confirmed is my hse blk is petir road blk 183 =) i will have my own freaking room!! finally haha but no gf so own room also no dif =.=
anyway i got my sleep cycle back to normal.... dad is kpkb-ing me abt my size and how i will suffer when i go NS =.=.... anyway i can slowly train back one lah this type of thing so easy..... once a national level U-17 athelete.... too easy one lah....
today coach nvr came and we basically played alot of crap games like 9 ball scotch doubles, "life" game, tic tac toe pool.... haha fun =) then relax relax.... competition coming up and i'm ready to get thrashed =).....
Labels: Train Only Mah So Hard Meh?
Fight on Friday, April 10, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
its CONFIRMED!! i shifting to bukit panjang petir road blk XXX <---- nvr asked my parents... but i dont know if i will get my own room anot.... if i did its going to be quite big... for those who came my hse before its abt 1.5 times bigger than my room now I THINK.... going to see the house soon again.... and shifting there probably in july =).....
bros national schools coming up and i was asked to go and watch him run =.= ..... i think i go back i see those guys that lose me last time, now run faster than me i sure emo one corner one... haha i've already left the track life of mine behind and the only time i will run again is before i head for NS....
anyway pool training is coming along fine left a few more stuffs then i clear MOD 1 wahahaha.... now practicing the use of "english" / spin.... oh well now i'm getting alittle bit more confident with the up coming tournement at SPGG... alittle bit only not very confident....
lastly emo part....
its not abt anybody this time but its just me.... NHC medical check up was'nt very nice to me...
Fight on Thursday, April 09, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
SHIFTING HOUSE AGAIN WAHAHAHAHAHA....
ok this time i'm shifting to bukit panjang petir road.... 2 storey mansion dono where yet but well its around there lah....
guys that know me very well if i shift hse again its the 7th house.... i shift hse like once every 2.5 years?? its not so bad compared to my sis its once every 2 years.... LOL okk so daddy going to meet the owner tonight and settle.... most likely can get the house.... and i get my own room!!! lols hmmmm as for now i'm wondering if i should BBQ on the 17th.... ah well....
suddenly i miss attached life but suddenly i know more bad stuff about myself.... well we'll see how it goes....
Labels: Average Of Once Every 2.5 Years
Fight on Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
ok new blog song....
ITS OLD AND STUFF BUT ITS NICE TO LISTEN....
as for lyrics its no meaning haha i mean who can be my sex bomb??
hmmm going off to NHC later.... for those who dont know wat it stands for... its National smth smth.... lols after that going off trg.... till 11pm tonight.... zzz well update later....
Labels: Who Can Be My Sex Bomb??
Fight on Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
lols ok i'm damn lazy to update the blog recently cuz i've been training alot and soon i'm gg to clear my module 1 already!! yay haha quite fast for me.... lols since i only started for abt 1 month....oh well going NHC on tue for medical check up.... and wether i should slack through NS would be done then..... well lets see today i went to snooker with alan and lose 2-1... lols alan has got more talent in snooker than in pool.... haha sounds dumb but its true.... hmmmm update nxt time....
I Think i Have A Soft Heart....
One Night 4 Dreams....
4 Dreams and all is about her....
One Minute I'm Emo
Next Minute I'm Ok
When I Dream of her = Emo for awhile
When I Have Peaceful Sleep = Ok
I Doubt She's My "One"
I seriously am blur now....
Labels: NHC on Tuesday.... ZzzZzZzz
Fight on Sunday, April 05, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Nothing to do these few days....
Coach taught me about applying spin on cue ball and stuff and i needa practise it for 1 week minimum.... and its damn hard to do....
shall train harder and harder becuz i know i can do it....
Labels: Consistency Over Perfection
Fight on Wednesday, April 01, 2009
